my blabbing
well today ashlee and i went to our personal trainer and he gave us a nice aching workout then i went to ashlees and went swimming. and im soo tired now. not even funny. but i wanna talk to my chris so i hope he comes online soon. hes such a great guy .. i <3 him to death! he is soo sweet to me and i love knowing that i can be with him and i feel soo great that he is mine and chose me of people.
Song of the day= My happy ending by Avril Lavigne..
a little piece of it:
"you were all the things i thought i knew
and i thought we could be
you were everything everything
that i wanted we were meant to be
supposed to be but we lost it
all the memories so close to me just fade away
all this time you were pretending
so much for my happy ending."
i think i've regained all my strenght and im getting stronger and stronger piece by piece day by day and im not hurt anymore.. i have gone through a lot and just had to try and put it behind me like the song says " all the memories so close to me just fade away" well im putting all the memories i know need to go to not be hurt behind me and theyre slowly but surely fading away and im getting better and stronger as each day goes by.. i used to be soo powerless like 6 months ago now im about 95% about 5% more to become as happy as i was before.
dont get me wrong im sooo happy being with chris but just my wounds need to heal and for myself to be completly restored.. chris i hope u understand what im trying to say if ur reading this im saying i love you 100% but my body is only 95% heal restored and 5% more till im fully there.. i love you no matter what and nothing will change that u are soo sweet. and u mean a lot!!
as of 12 o'clock tonight there is 6 more days till my san diego, catalina, and encenada mexico 4 day cruise :-D can't wait for it im sooo excited..
<3 grace mwah guys
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