a year ago today
a year ago today i wrote this about my first night with my baby girl. i love her so much and im so happy that this night happened.
"Today was an odd day, it started out with me getting yelled a for having ripped jeans. then ended with an greatly odd night. We both had nothing to do so i came over, i brought mean girls haha. Well first we had to finish watchin the mini-marathon of Wings, then we popped in mean girls. we cuddled and watched mean girls(such a great movie), KG to the power of 3, haha. After the movie was over we went in her room and fucked around on the computer. then we layed on her bed for a while and talked and cuddled. Then we snogged, unexpected to say the least. we then danced which was fun, then fucked around on the computer more. then we cuddled some more and watched daria and then most importantly GOLDEN GIRLS, which i was made fun of for watchin. We were talkin and it became really clear to me that she doesnt like me that way, and wether she knows it or not i think she was doing it to make me happy, which is incredibly sweet. but as bad as i want her i dont want her that way. It began to get really late so i called a cab and it never came and then lina called, then i called another cab and waited and cuddled while i waited. then finally it came and i got home at like 1:30. i ate and now im writing this thing. I miss her already, and it hurts but shit hurts and ill get over it just like i do everything else shitty in my life."
"Today was an odd day, it started out with me getting yelled a for having ripped jeans. then ended with an greatly odd night. We both had nothing to do so i came over, i brought mean girls haha. Well first we had to finish watchin the mini-marathon of Wings, then we popped in mean girls. we cuddled and watched mean girls(such a great movie), KG to the power of 3, haha. After the movie was over we went in her room and fucked around on the computer. then we layed on her bed for a while and talked and cuddled. Then we snogged, unexpected to say the least. we then danced which was fun, then fucked around on the computer more. then we cuddled some more and watched daria and then most importantly GOLDEN GIRLS, which i was made fun of for watchin. We were talkin and it became really clear to me that she doesnt like me that way, and wether she knows it or not i think she was doing it to make me happy, which is incredibly sweet. but as bad as i want her i dont want her that way. It began to get really late so i called a cab and it never came and then lina called, then i called another cab and waited and cuddled while i waited. then finally it came and i got home at like 1:30. i ate and now im writing this thing. I miss her already, and it hurts but shit hurts and ill get over it just like i do everything else shitty in my life."