well i must've slipped and fell in love (its a song in my head, this does NOT pertain to the entry)
so im talking to this friend of mine that i met at states from student council freakin' eons ago (freshman year) and it is so great to talk to him again, it makes me so happy, we seldom ever talk, and when we do, its always intellectual. not the typical, "oh you're hot! wanna hook up?" shit that i've been getting randomly lately (and i say this as humbly as possible cuz i dont agree w. the 'hot' comment, im used to cute, lol). but anyway, we get really, really INTO it, like we talk about voltaire's candide and books that we like, and i just look at him like a fuckin' betamax cuz there are no guys out here like that. especially around here, i mean, he actually has my first column saved on his computer, and he reads it sometimes just because he loves it so much. do you know how LONG ago i wrote my first column??!?! i was just so shocked by this, there are no guys in my life that read my shit and really, really like it, except for maybe him and another guy, but there are times when i just wanna take a box cutter to that guys face. paul didnt even have a clue that i wrote poetry and stuff, and ive known him for about as long as ive known mike!
so whats the purpose of this entry, i ask myself. maybe i just wanted to say how touched i was that someone actually appreciates my wit and the way i see things. i only let certain people see what i write, and thats alyce one of my best friends (and im sorry i havent written anything for you, but i swear ill start back up again :) and then thats it. but its just, what mike said really touched me. like, deep in my heart, and i know that sounds sappy and shit, but y'know it made me feel good that there's an actual guy out there who appreciates where im coming from and can see the meaning into my writing.
why cant there be more guys like mike 'cell-phone-buddy' lafferty out there? :( it makes me think how many girls in the wolrd are just unnapreciated for their talents and intelligence, y'know? or maybe im just talking crazy and i should just shut the hell up, lol.
oh yeah, i was in a car accident with andrea belanger on saturday night during the cruise, that was crazy, but i was so proud of how she handled it! she handled it better than some adults would have, and i love her for that! lol, damn those russian dudes! we're both okay, but the car is a lil fucked up. ok, i lied, its more than fucked up, but thats ok, it'll be fixed!
well, im about to go read my book or talk on the phone, sweet dreams y'all.
~*Bri*~
oh by the way, my birthday's on june 28th... :)