lets fail at life.
i fucking hate people.
i hate how they take advantage. and i hate how they expect so much and give so little in return.
so me and rob.. yeah.. not friends anymore.. i don't know how he can act like.. nothing is wrong, and nothing happened, and we're still friends.. he wont even tell me anything when i ask him whats wrong.. we used to tell eachother everything... and now nothing. i don't get it.
i don't get anything. i don't understand how danielle can tell me all this shit about courtney.. who used to be my best friend... and then to her face they're all buddy buddy... and she hangs out with her all the time.. and she tells me NOT TO because of what a bad person courtney is...blah blah blah... like... ugh everything is soooo retarded i can't even explain it. i need out of this place, and away from these people... SO badly.
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i went for a walk tonight down by the lake. it was rediculously cold and the wind made my cigarette burn stupidly. theres this picnic table that i always sit on by the lake, and i've never been down there when it's dark before.
kinda creepy.
i sat, and looked at all the lights stretching from grimsby, all around to downtown toronto. it's amazing what you can see when the sky is clear. i don't know if it was the wind or my mood that made me cry, and i'm not sure if i feel all that much better... but tomorrow is another day, right?
julia
i hate how they take advantage. and i hate how they expect so much and give so little in return.
so me and rob.. yeah.. not friends anymore.. i don't know how he can act like.. nothing is wrong, and nothing happened, and we're still friends.. he wont even tell me anything when i ask him whats wrong.. we used to tell eachother everything... and now nothing. i don't get it.
i don't get anything. i don't understand how danielle can tell me all this shit about courtney.. who used to be my best friend... and then to her face they're all buddy buddy... and she hangs out with her all the time.. and she tells me NOT TO because of what a bad person courtney is...blah blah blah... like... ugh everything is soooo retarded i can't even explain it. i need out of this place, and away from these people... SO badly.
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i went for a walk tonight down by the lake. it was rediculously cold and the wind made my cigarette burn stupidly. theres this picnic table that i always sit on by the lake, and i've never been down there when it's dark before.
kinda creepy.
i sat, and looked at all the lights stretching from grimsby, all around to downtown toronto. it's amazing what you can see when the sky is clear. i don't know if it was the wind or my mood that made me cry, and i'm not sure if i feel all that much better... but tomorrow is another day, right?
julia