updateee
Ok, so it's definitely been a while since I last wrote in here...but everything's fine and dandy at the moment, so there really hasn't been too much of a need for me to even update. However, I will anyway because I CAN.
So today marks the beginning of the year 2006...well, a few days ago it did...but since this is my first lj update of the year, it counts. Shuddup. Anyways, I haven't really decided on a "resolution" as it may be, but rather I chose some "hopes". I decided that, in order to keep my scholarships, I must perform better academically this upcoming semester. Sooo my goal is to try to get all A's and B's in ALL my classes. Yes. You heard right. ALL. This will take much, much discipline and proper use of time management...it's without a doubt going to be a trying journey...but it's pretty much all I can do if I wanna stay in school...my roomie's gotta get on the ball academically, too this semester :-*
On another note, break is too long and must end...now.
On yet anOTHER note, Bob and I are still doing well. I miss him like crap though...(do you actually miss crap? eh...whatever..) Yes, this break has done me some good because it's given me much time to ponder and reflect, but come one now...enough is enough. And now is enough. In a way, its also quite annoyingly long...I have said goodbye once and for all to the things in my life that prevented me from feeling what I should towards others. I must be subtle because I don't want to get too much into detail....but yeah, the obstacles NEEDED to go! So now I'm feeling much better about the whole situation. :)
The only problem with this whole new relationship thing is that............... i find that i tend to procrastinate even MORE than usual and hang out instead! Which is fine and dandy (once again) if done only once in a great while...however, last semester, the both of us did a little too much hanging and a little too little studying. In order for us to ever have that perfect, solid relationship, the both of us need to shape up 100% more academically. What's needed is that sturdy foundation. Sarah pointed out to me (I knew it already, but having it being pointed out definitely opens my eyes...) that these four years of college pretty much determine the rest of your future...job-wise at least. And in order for that future to be nice and beneficial, I need to buckle down and get excellent grades for all to see! Gosh!! I don't know WHY my stupid mind loooooves to procrastinate (actually, i really do get it from my dad), but it's time for me to quit it! Only I have the power to stop it if I want. And now I want. I'm gonna be pushing those of my friends who need/want pushing as well...because I SO can relate...
I see a brighter future ahead of me. You readers may think I'm full of crap and soon I will be going back to my old ways, but YOU'LL SEE!! Only rarely will I pull procrastination stunts like I did last semester.
You'll see...
Anyways, time to do something constructive....say....gameboy? Yes. Playstation's already been used a lot this evening...so now it's the GB's turn...(hey, I didn't say I would buckle down during break...no need to! I'm getting all the game-ness outta me so I'll be in homework mode when returning to school :p)
Ah, the sigh of boredom.
So today marks the beginning of the year 2006...well, a few days ago it did...but since this is my first lj update of the year, it counts. Shuddup. Anyways, I haven't really decided on a "resolution" as it may be, but rather I chose some "hopes". I decided that, in order to keep my scholarships, I must perform better academically this upcoming semester. Sooo my goal is to try to get all A's and B's in ALL my classes. Yes. You heard right. ALL. This will take much, much discipline and proper use of time management...it's without a doubt going to be a trying journey...but it's pretty much all I can do if I wanna stay in school...my roomie's gotta get on the ball academically, too this semester :-*
On another note, break is too long and must end...now.
On yet anOTHER note, Bob and I are still doing well. I miss him like crap though...(do you actually miss crap? eh...whatever..) Yes, this break has done me some good because it's given me much time to ponder and reflect, but come one now...enough is enough. And now is enough. In a way, its also quite annoyingly long...I have said goodbye once and for all to the things in my life that prevented me from feeling what I should towards others. I must be subtle because I don't want to get too much into detail....but yeah, the obstacles NEEDED to go! So now I'm feeling much better about the whole situation. :)
The only problem with this whole new relationship thing is that............... i find that i tend to procrastinate even MORE than usual and hang out instead! Which is fine and dandy (once again) if done only once in a great while...however, last semester, the both of us did a little too much hanging and a little too little studying. In order for us to ever have that perfect, solid relationship, the both of us need to shape up 100% more academically. What's needed is that sturdy foundation. Sarah pointed out to me (I knew it already, but having it being pointed out definitely opens my eyes...) that these four years of college pretty much determine the rest of your future...job-wise at least. And in order for that future to be nice and beneficial, I need to buckle down and get excellent grades for all to see! Gosh!! I don't know WHY my stupid mind loooooves to procrastinate (actually, i really do get it from my dad), but it's time for me to quit it! Only I have the power to stop it if I want. And now I want. I'm gonna be pushing those of my friends who need/want pushing as well...because I SO can relate...
I see a brighter future ahead of me. You readers may think I'm full of crap and soon I will be going back to my old ways, but YOU'LL SEE!! Only rarely will I pull procrastination stunts like I did last semester.
You'll see...
Anyways, time to do something constructive....say....gameboy? Yes. Playstation's already been used a lot this evening...so now it's the GB's turn...(hey, I didn't say I would buckle down during break...no need to! I'm getting all the game-ness outta me so I'll be in homework mode when returning to school :p)
Ah, the sigh of boredom.