booo hiss
Im not even going to talk about my weight. Its still basically the same. I seem to have no control over that, or anything else that happens in my life. I was just looking through his journal cos Im using it to help write my dissertation ( its supposed to be fictional but its blatantly just about me!!) and I found an entry from Jan 9th 2007. The bit about 'piercer'. Soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much stuff has happened since then i dont even know where to begin. He knows I have an old online diary, and i text him the bit I wrote about him and he text back and said ":) awwwwwww.proved you wrong there didnt he? cos he did, bigtime infact. and he still does wiv every day a lil more..xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx" which has just made me feel all emotional (my constant emotion haha). Stuff with us is so up and down, i dont know where to start. I love him, he loves me, but wow, things are so far from simple! (cant even be bothered to attempt to begin explaining!) We met in february last year, cant believe it that seems so long ago now..............