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haha wow... I think i'm going to write a really long update cause i have nothing better to do....school is almost over and that scares me.... idk why it just does.... i'm so stuck with this whole football thing.. I want to play so bad yet I dont... I have so much going on with our quartet and orchestra and I really need to get a job... I have to take driver's training and i can't take it till i get $100 .... I had like 70... now I have 0 till bryan pays me back my $45 that he owes me.... AHH .... and I really wanna buy him a sword..... but i know i will be fine with my decision of not playing up until i go watch my team play.... or go to the first varsity game of the year and have to pay to get in for once... I'll probably start crying.... cause I promised myself no matter how hard it would be and how much pain it would put me in I would run out of that locker room and get to play under the lights on friday night.... I just don't know what to do anymore....things have been going pretty good though lately I guess... some really rough spots here or there but thank god they worked themselves out... played some laser tag the other day it was fun...but yeah I sorta have to go do the dishes and my hair and go to school which sucks ass cause it's only tuesday and we have to play at the board of ed meeting today...ew.... oh well.... adios amigos...hasta luego.... P.S. I think I'm in love....forever...