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hmm....the school tour thing was ok i guess....interesting for the lack of a better word.... some shit was ok...other stuff bothered the fuck out of me...and i think I dealt with it ok being the fact i coudl have freaked the fuck out especially cause i was already in a bad mood.... i haven't been home all day...i went and hung out with josh and bryan and josh's house right after school....it feels so weird here with out khan... i just keep telling myself he's upstairs sleeping on his bed.... i just can't make myself look at his bed though cause I keep thinking maybe he really is..... :(