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Today is 7 months for me and Donnie. And even though we are in a stupid, tiny, retarted argument right now (which will blow over as soon as I call him back) I still love him with every bit of my heart. A lot of people say they thought it had been longer, but it feels to me like it hasn't been that long at all.
Sometimes, and I really don't know why, but sometimes seeing other people's happiness or reading about it on this here contraption...well it makes me angry. Not really angry, I guess envious. And I know it shouldn't. Because I am fine with things right now. There are things that, if I had the power, I would definatly change. But I should stop bringing myself down on other people's happiness. I should be happy for them.
I want to do something with Lauren and Stacey again. Girl's night. NO BOYS ALLOWED! I love them.
I wish I could be Clarissa's friend again. I miss her more than anybody in the world knows. I love her.
It's really really hot in my house right now. It's making me sick to my stomache. Heat...this is going to be a great summer. Wow, almost a year since last summer. I hope this one stays good. I really need to change my picture because I hate it and it makes me look ugly. But I lost my cord to my camera, so I can't update one. Great...
Sometimes, and I really don't know why, but sometimes seeing other people's happiness or reading about it on this here contraption...well it makes me angry. Not really angry, I guess envious. And I know it shouldn't. Because I am fine with things right now. There are things that, if I had the power, I would definatly change. But I should stop bringing myself down on other people's happiness. I should be happy for them.
I want to do something with Lauren and Stacey again. Girl's night. NO BOYS ALLOWED! I love them.
I wish I could be Clarissa's friend again. I miss her more than anybody in the world knows. I love her.
It's really really hot in my house right now. It's making me sick to my stomache. Heat...this is going to be a great summer. Wow, almost a year since last summer. I hope this one stays good. I really need to change my picture because I hate it and it makes me look ugly. But I lost my cord to my camera, so I can't update one. Great...