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Stress...such an ugly word. I dislike it very strongly. Having it is horrible. Too much is never a good thing.
I have a lot to think about. I need to stop thinking about what would be best for everyone else and how doing certain things or maintaining certain things would be better suiting for them. I need to listen to myself for a change. And take the step to ask what I want instead. I know if I listen to what I am wanting right now and follow through with it, it could have many different outcomes. Potentially good, potentially bad.
Thanks, Clarissa, for showing me this. I just don't know what comes next.
Thanks to you, for saying what you did. It was sweet of you, and it was well needed. Right back at ya. I'm glad we talked.
Who all is going to Cambrige tomorrow? I should be going with Raven. I love that girl, and miss her terribly. I hope everything goes well and I'm not in a crappy mood. If I am, and by some chance anyone who reads this happens to be there, you have my full permission to slap me around a few times. Or take whatever means necessary to snap me out of it.
I love....love
I have a lot to think about. I need to stop thinking about what would be best for everyone else and how doing certain things or maintaining certain things would be better suiting for them. I need to listen to myself for a change. And take the step to ask what I want instead. I know if I listen to what I am wanting right now and follow through with it, it could have many different outcomes. Potentially good, potentially bad.
Thanks, Clarissa, for showing me this. I just don't know what comes next.
Thanks to you, for saying what you did. It was sweet of you, and it was well needed. Right back at ya. I'm glad we talked.
Who all is going to Cambrige tomorrow? I should be going with Raven. I love that girl, and miss her terribly. I hope everything goes well and I'm not in a crappy mood. If I am, and by some chance anyone who reads this happens to be there, you have my full permission to slap me around a few times. Or take whatever means necessary to snap me out of it.
I love....love