I'm down on my mind.
Monday I lost my job. They way they let me go was calm yet extremely frustrating. I hate that place and never want to go back.
I have been depressed for the past few days, not because I loved my job or anything of that sorts, I just feel worthless and useless. I haven't had coffee for two days and it is killing my body, I literally cannot stand it. I skipped classes today and papers and projects are constantly due and I just can't get myself to do them. I haven't felt so cruddy in a while.
I just want a large cup of coffee, a friend to come over and tell me everything will be okay, and a shopping spree. Maybe I need some therapeutic shopping, haha. Which reminds me, my brother never got me anything for my birthday... hmmm.
So yeah I am basically poor, no money, no job, and now dependent on my family again. This just discourages me more and I really can't get another job because where I live there is nothing for miles and no one is hiring in March.
I am just a mess. A dumb, stupid, lazy mess that can't get herself out of bed.
Goodnight.
I have been depressed for the past few days, not because I loved my job or anything of that sorts, I just feel worthless and useless. I haven't had coffee for two days and it is killing my body, I literally cannot stand it. I skipped classes today and papers and projects are constantly due and I just can't get myself to do them. I haven't felt so cruddy in a while.
I just want a large cup of coffee, a friend to come over and tell me everything will be okay, and a shopping spree. Maybe I need some therapeutic shopping, haha. Which reminds me, my brother never got me anything for my birthday... hmmm.
So yeah I am basically poor, no money, no job, and now dependent on my family again. This just discourages me more and I really can't get another job because where I live there is nothing for miles and no one is hiring in March.
I am just a mess. A dumb, stupid, lazy mess that can't get herself out of bed.
Goodnight.