Dec 31, 2008 14:27
Of course, it's New Years' Eve and I am contemplating on the past twelve months of my existence.
The most prominent of experiences that happened were these:
Made it through 2007, one of the worst of years.
Got accepted into college, UConn.
My depression got worse.
I turned eighteen, spent it with Danielle.
Living Proof ended, Cinema Church was created.
Went to senior prom with Haylee.
Ally died. Had to go to Ally's funeral.
Graduated high school three days later.
My depression got worse.
Spent my whole summer working.
Got my first tattoo.
Went to New York for the first time in twelve years.
Started college.
Met two amazing friends and a hundred losers.
Finished my semester.
Got through the holidays, the best I've ever had with my family.
Gave up on people who made my depression worse.
My depression got better.
Looked back and saw how much I grew, and smiled. Everything in the past year keep being forced back to my mind, whether it be the season or just talking to various people, and I keep realizing the same thing. I can actually say "I'm good, I'm doing really well," and mean it. Really mean it. I smile thinking of this, and wonder what the future has in store for me. I am not making an resolutions, they never work out anyways.
Happy New Year, everyone.