I will try.
I am terrible at ignoring guys. Even when I am so totally angry with them, I can't help but give a slight look or sign of acknowledgment. I'm still mad though, at all of them. How hard is it to find what I am looking for? Patience is a virtue, but I mean I hate getting my hopes up for these worthless jerks I face day to day.
Today I got to sleep in for the first time in awhile, but my body didn't want to do it. I kept waking up and waking up and it was so dreadful. Luckily, I got to cuddle with my cat all morning.
I keep having nightmares where people I am mad at or do not like one bit show up and torture me some more. Or I die. They really are getting annoying and it makes me not want to sleep, really.
I'm going to sound like a total nerd right now and talk about Sailor Moon. I grew up watching it and it was my favorite show ever. I recently found the episodes on Youtube and can't stop watching them but I am very angry with the dubs. The first season of episodes are the best and are dubbed the best, but going on they voices are totally different and so is the background music and a lot of the plot is incorrect. Stupid English dubbers took the Japanese version and mixed it around, confusing the heck out of me and causing me to stop watching them for now. I know this is silly, but why mess with such a good show? Whatever there's my anime rant.
Usually when I am in class, I hear someone make jokes about Jesus or something stupid about any religion and I try not to take them seriously because I know they are ignorant of the people around them and the religions they speak of for the most part, but today my T.A. I usually don't like was sticking up for something about the Bible and I totally had a huge conversation with her about it, agreeing about the same stuff and it made me really happy. There aren't any full blown and open Christians around me nowadays and it's hard to find someone to talk to about it and have them understand. I hate being insulted with Jesus jokes and assumed views and actions. I wish people would learn and ask, instead of being prejudice and stupid.
For Christmas, I am so excited. Not for the presents and vacation only, but for what my church/group of friends are doing. This project called Angel Tree is really cool, basically it's where parents are in jail and their kids that live in the community sign up for this program, the parents have a list with two presents they want to get their kids and a note to give to them. The presents are usually a toy and clothing. The messages, that made me cry while hearing them, are something like "Sorry I couldn’t be there, I will from now on. I love you both, mom too, Merry Christmas." I could never imagine not having a parent around like that, it's so sad. So anyways, my church is raising money (and we are donating as well) to buy the best presents for these kids and hand wrap and deliver them. I am so pumped! I love making a difference in someone's life, and this will effect at least two or three of them with just my own money, let alone everyone else's. (If you're interested, check it out: http://michaellarkin.us & http://cinemachurch.us )
I want to make a difference. What do you want to do? What are your holiday plans? I think I am going to blog more often about silly stuff, but I don't mind. I think next time I will write about traditions in my family just for amusement.
Goodnight.
Today I got to sleep in for the first time in awhile, but my body didn't want to do it. I kept waking up and waking up and it was so dreadful. Luckily, I got to cuddle with my cat all morning.
I keep having nightmares where people I am mad at or do not like one bit show up and torture me some more. Or I die. They really are getting annoying and it makes me not want to sleep, really.
I'm going to sound like a total nerd right now and talk about Sailor Moon. I grew up watching it and it was my favorite show ever. I recently found the episodes on Youtube and can't stop watching them but I am very angry with the dubs. The first season of episodes are the best and are dubbed the best, but going on they voices are totally different and so is the background music and a lot of the plot is incorrect. Stupid English dubbers took the Japanese version and mixed it around, confusing the heck out of me and causing me to stop watching them for now. I know this is silly, but why mess with such a good show? Whatever there's my anime rant.
Usually when I am in class, I hear someone make jokes about Jesus or something stupid about any religion and I try not to take them seriously because I know they are ignorant of the people around them and the religions they speak of for the most part, but today my T.A. I usually don't like was sticking up for something about the Bible and I totally had a huge conversation with her about it, agreeing about the same stuff and it made me really happy. There aren't any full blown and open Christians around me nowadays and it's hard to find someone to talk to about it and have them understand. I hate being insulted with Jesus jokes and assumed views and actions. I wish people would learn and ask, instead of being prejudice and stupid.
For Christmas, I am so excited. Not for the presents and vacation only, but for what my church/group of friends are doing. This project called Angel Tree is really cool, basically it's where parents are in jail and their kids that live in the community sign up for this program, the parents have a list with two presents they want to get their kids and a note to give to them. The presents are usually a toy and clothing. The messages, that made me cry while hearing them, are something like "Sorry I couldn’t be there, I will from now on. I love you both, mom too, Merry Christmas." I could never imagine not having a parent around like that, it's so sad. So anyways, my church is raising money (and we are donating as well) to buy the best presents for these kids and hand wrap and deliver them. I am so pumped! I love making a difference in someone's life, and this will effect at least two or three of them with just my own money, let alone everyone else's. (If you're interested, check it out: http://michaellarkin.us & http://cinemachurch.us )
I want to make a difference. What do you want to do? What are your holiday plans? I think I am going to blog more often about silly stuff, but I don't mind. I think next time I will write about traditions in my family just for amusement.
Goodnight.