Apr 09, 2010 09:18
last saturday i had an interview with a flight school
it went really well actually, and i got a call from them
on monday, and they want me to come down there and teach
well... i would love to
but its in tulsa, oklahoma!
needless to say, i've been doing a lot of praying
i dont want to do something that God doesnt want me to do
and if He wants me to go to ohlahoma, then i will
but i would really like to know whether or not
i am making the right decision, so His will is done
i could stay here in dubuque, where i am very well connected
and "comfortable," which is a good and a bad thing.
even though i would have to work 3 part-time jobs to survive
i am very plugged in at church and finally starting to
remember everyone's names.
two ugly people is doing well, and i am really excited
to see where that goes.
that, and the fact that i will just really miss anna
and CP mentioned something about getting a christian band
together and playing some really good music so
i would very much not like to miss out on that
but, if i go to oklahoma, it would only be temporary,
and that means 1 or 2 years
but i would be getting decent pay, LOTS of flight time,
lots of good flight experience, and the opportunity to
leave in a couple years with enough flight time
to be hired on by almost anyone
but then there is the problem of coming back to dubuque
or des moines when i am done, because most likely
all of my friends and connections will have gone
and i'll have to start all over there
anywho...
i'm thinking way too much about it
and i need to be trusting God
that he will show me the way to go
because i am completely and utterly clueless
this weekend is the flight team breakfast
and it will be the first year that i will be going
and not helping in any way shape or form
Yay?!
$6 all you can eat breakfast, rock on!
oh, and this time next week will be opening night of
the play... for which i am... kinda ready
i still have a couple scenes of lines to memorize
and there are a couple songs that need more practice
that, and this week we will be working with
costume changes, lights, sounds, cameras, etc...
so... i'm not going to say that i'm worried
i'm going to say i am nervously excited
and that it will be a good time
even if i manage to screw it up
peace out all
praying for you paula
-Kev0-