we'll fts forward to a few years later...and know one knows except the both of us
wow
i met a boy
and he;s amazing
hes like everything i could ever hope for
its crazy
how everything happens so suddenly and your so overwhelmed with emotions.. i cant even begin to write how much he aalready means to me..and it hasnt even been that long and we're not even togethr yet. i never felt this way with brandon and i was convinced i was going to marry that kid. but i never felt that tingly feeling in the pit of my stomach everytime we were together. i didnt feel the romance...we pretty much faked the romance. but hey thats ok whatever makes you sleep better at nihgt. and me and brandon fought like crazy. we couldnt go 5 inutes with out arguing about SOMETHING. but it was the making up that was worth the fighting. i think we loved each other sooo much to noit stay mad. but i never really LOVED him in THAT way. but with this new guy i think im going to take chances. i reallly feel like this time its right. if i can trust him with my life already its insane!
i sware i dont know what im getting myself into.
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oh my god!! yesterday i was in pe with joanna anderin and the whole class and we were waiting for break and erin was all "anjanette can we make you faint" and i was like sketchy at first cause like the times i have done it like i didnt feel good afterward...anyways so i was all ok so whatever they did it and i was against a wall and when i woke up i was on the floor and my head hurt like a bitch and everyone was gone except for brianna and melanie and erin. and i was like freaking out i didnt know where i was or anything i couldnt feel my legs and i dont know and then briannas like "oh my god we thought you were dead! you were out for like 30 seconds" i was all scared after ward. and i threw up. and it took me like a half hour to get back to a normal feeling. it was insane.
and then like right now me and ashleigh and cassidy and terra and whatever were all hanging out in yarbook and they asked me to do it o ou kno me i dont care so i did it. ((like 5 times)) to myself. and i blakced out everytime but liek i lovveee the feeling its like being high with out smoking or trippin on acid with out taking it its insane. i cant even describe it . but yeah...but then i guess its bad for you and it kills brain cells so =/ whatever done with that. anyways well i better cut it.
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i met a boy
and he;s amazing
hes like everything i could ever hope for
its crazy
how everything happens so suddenly and your so overwhelmed with emotions.. i cant even begin to write how much he aalready means to me..and it hasnt even been that long and we're not even togethr yet. i never felt this way with brandon and i was convinced i was going to marry that kid. but i never felt that tingly feeling in the pit of my stomach everytime we were together. i didnt feel the romance...we pretty much faked the romance. but hey thats ok whatever makes you sleep better at nihgt. and me and brandon fought like crazy. we couldnt go 5 inutes with out arguing about SOMETHING. but it was the making up that was worth the fighting. i think we loved each other sooo much to noit stay mad. but i never really LOVED him in THAT way. but with this new guy i think im going to take chances. i reallly feel like this time its right. if i can trust him with my life already its insane!
i sware i dont know what im getting myself into.
<33
oh my god!! yesterday i was in pe with joanna anderin and the whole class and we were waiting for break and erin was all "anjanette can we make you faint" and i was like sketchy at first cause like the times i have done it like i didnt feel good afterward...anyways so i was all ok so whatever they did it and i was against a wall and when i woke up i was on the floor and my head hurt like a bitch and everyone was gone except for brianna and melanie and erin. and i was like freaking out i didnt know where i was or anything i couldnt feel my legs and i dont know and then briannas like "oh my god we thought you were dead! you were out for like 30 seconds" i was all scared after ward. and i threw up. and it took me like a half hour to get back to a normal feeling. it was insane.
and then like right now me and ashleigh and cassidy and terra and whatever were all hanging out in yarbook and they asked me to do it o ou kno me i dont care so i did it. ((like 5 times)) to myself. and i blakced out everytime but liek i lovveee the feeling its like being high with out smoking or trippin on acid with out taking it its insane. i cant even describe it . but yeah...but then i guess its bad for you and it kills brain cells so =/ whatever done with that. anyways well i better cut it.
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