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So i got my grades... Not good. not even gonna tell you what it was.
lowest grade was a C though.. mostly B's the rest of them. i'm really disappointed in myself. i'm kind of mad that i let depression get the best of me and take over my entire being. i guess that's what it does. i wish i had had enough foresight to get to the dr earlier. now i've made a dent on my transcript. ... at the same time... i'm kind of proud of myself that most people were celebrating getting a D in anatomy b/c that means they passed.... and at one of the lowest points in my life... ((i even missed labs, that's a big no-no)), i pulled off a C. Soooo... i dunno. i just know i should have and could have worked harder. it's weird. the depression sucked. the relationship REALLY SUCKED (thank god i'm out of that one!...i say that now, but later i'll cry about it, that's how it goes, ups and downs) But then the friends were really good. i made a shitload of fabulous relationships this year. so when i wasn't depressed, i was out having fun. neither of which left time for work.
you live and learn right? i'm just lucky i didn't fail. and next year...when i'm doing something i enjoy... taking classes i enjoy... i'll actually focus. i have to. its time to start taking classes for a career and not just for a stupid requirement.
i have BOXESSSSSSSSSS like whoa all over my room, i can't even walk in there. but it takes so much effort to unpack.
9 days till italy...doesn't seem like its that close.
i've gotta get my shit togethr.
lowest grade was a C though.. mostly B's the rest of them. i'm really disappointed in myself. i'm kind of mad that i let depression get the best of me and take over my entire being. i guess that's what it does. i wish i had had enough foresight to get to the dr earlier. now i've made a dent on my transcript. ... at the same time... i'm kind of proud of myself that most people were celebrating getting a D in anatomy b/c that means they passed.... and at one of the lowest points in my life... ((i even missed labs, that's a big no-no)), i pulled off a C. Soooo... i dunno. i just know i should have and could have worked harder. it's weird. the depression sucked. the relationship REALLY SUCKED (thank god i'm out of that one!...i say that now, but later i'll cry about it, that's how it goes, ups and downs) But then the friends were really good. i made a shitload of fabulous relationships this year. so when i wasn't depressed, i was out having fun. neither of which left time for work.
you live and learn right? i'm just lucky i didn't fail. and next year...when i'm doing something i enjoy... taking classes i enjoy... i'll actually focus. i have to. its time to start taking classes for a career and not just for a stupid requirement.
i have BOXESSSSSSSSSS like whoa all over my room, i can't even walk in there. but it takes so much effort to unpack.
9 days till italy...doesn't seem like its that close.
i've gotta get my shit togethr.