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I never thought a break meant "hey lets get seriously invovled with other people" especially since he said "well, maybe we can get back together sooner"
i'm so heartbroken.
i was doing fine. i was hanging out, having fun.
never been crushed like this before.
i'll be okay... i know i will.
his true colors are showing through. his lack of concern or respect for anyone. all the asshole tendencies that i always overlooked... now really show me that he's not worth it.
somehow it still hurts. all i think of is the good times, and not the asshole things.
and yet... i want him to be happy... after all he's done to me.
i just that really shows that i do love him. it just really hurts...... a lot.
i cant really do much. i eat something and throw it up. i'm sick to my stomach always.
he said he'd love me forever.
get this... he was hookin up with her the day after we broke up... or maybe 2... either way.... can anyone say asshole?
He's so weak... obviously he can't be alone.
the funny thing is he trys to pride himself on his strength.
at least i'm not the only one who sees through this act, the majority of this dorm actually thinks he's an over-dramatic ass.
somehow i feel bad.
damn love. dammit.
i dont understand how love could turn to hate so quickly. he told me he hated me last night.
that's not even what wounded me the most. what hurt most was that i defended him after all that.
as hurt as i am... i hope he's happy.
how pathetic am i?
i'm so heartbroken.
i was doing fine. i was hanging out, having fun.
never been crushed like this before.
i'll be okay... i know i will.
his true colors are showing through. his lack of concern or respect for anyone. all the asshole tendencies that i always overlooked... now really show me that he's not worth it.
somehow it still hurts. all i think of is the good times, and not the asshole things.
and yet... i want him to be happy... after all he's done to me.
i just that really shows that i do love him. it just really hurts...... a lot.
i cant really do much. i eat something and throw it up. i'm sick to my stomach always.
he said he'd love me forever.
get this... he was hookin up with her the day after we broke up... or maybe 2... either way.... can anyone say asshole?
He's so weak... obviously he can't be alone.
the funny thing is he trys to pride himself on his strength.
at least i'm not the only one who sees through this act, the majority of this dorm actually thinks he's an over-dramatic ass.
somehow i feel bad.
damn love. dammit.
i dont understand how love could turn to hate so quickly. he told me he hated me last night.
that's not even what wounded me the most. what hurt most was that i defended him after all that.
as hurt as i am... i hope he's happy.
how pathetic am i?