Graduation
So today I helped out with graduation. And it hit me that... "wow. There is nothing I can do, I'm going to grow up, I'm going to college, I'm getting a good job, and I'm going to live my life outside of this little world I live in." It is insane! For the first time, I must say, I am a little scared. I mean... how is it possible to choose what you really want to do with the rest of you life, in a matter of what... 2 years?? AND THEN LIVE WITH IT! No going back anymore... no more, "give me another chance." My choices really do effect me, no matter how small they are. The smallest decision could actually change my entire life... growing up sucks... even though it is worth every moment.
I also came to realize how badly I want to succeed. I want to be president of the student council... even though with jordan running my chances are next to nill. I want to be a part of the student council officers, but I don't know if I could live with myself if I were to settle for an easier position (to get elected into). I mean, I want that stupid thing to put over my robes... I want to be that person that makes all the speeches to the new kids... I want to have that power, and I want that respect that our president gets. I admired Andrew C, and Eric C for what they did, and I have imagined myself in that position for as long as I can remember. Am I willing to risk it all for that position, or am I willing to give it up just to be a part of it. I also want to get into interact and possibly get onto board of directors... and seeing that it will be my first year next year... getting into the board of directors will be difficult senior year.... but it still is a goal. And I want to make national honors society.... I want to do everything... and succeed at it. I want to be proud of my accomplishments. I guess I want to be as close to perfect as I can be.................
Well, I have to glue everything into my photography portfolio.
Then off to school for only 2 1/2 more days..... YES!!!!!!
Con mucho amor,
Katie :)
I also came to realize how badly I want to succeed. I want to be president of the student council... even though with jordan running my chances are next to nill. I want to be a part of the student council officers, but I don't know if I could live with myself if I were to settle for an easier position (to get elected into). I mean, I want that stupid thing to put over my robes... I want to be that person that makes all the speeches to the new kids... I want to have that power, and I want that respect that our president gets. I admired Andrew C, and Eric C for what they did, and I have imagined myself in that position for as long as I can remember. Am I willing to risk it all for that position, or am I willing to give it up just to be a part of it. I also want to get into interact and possibly get onto board of directors... and seeing that it will be my first year next year... getting into the board of directors will be difficult senior year.... but it still is a goal. And I want to make national honors society.... I want to do everything... and succeed at it. I want to be proud of my accomplishments. I guess I want to be as close to perfect as I can be.................
Well, I have to glue everything into my photography portfolio.
Then off to school for only 2 1/2 more days..... YES!!!!!!
Con mucho amor,
Katie :)