emo is a four letter word
was feeling fine. not bothered at all by the happenings of everyone else's valentine's day. not great, but not bad, ya know? kind of not paying attention to anyone or anything, per usual. as i am generally in a state of pure apathy, which makes it really hard to remember anything i've done that day by about 5. this is sounding really melodramatic. but this is ridiculous. my mother is absurd. she made me do the fafsa by myself. she helped for about 5 minutes, and only did things that i could have truly done myself. college shouldn't be this stressful before you're actually in it. and valentine's day shouldn't be stressful if you don't have a valentine and you DONT CARE. i'm really irritated with a lot of people. and im irritated with myself. and mrs. mcgowan is an idiot. and mrs. petrelli needs to remove herself from the field of education where she has any influence whatsoever in young people gaining admittance to institutions of higher learning. what a flipping moron. I mean, really. Feeling more emo than a kid at a thursday show. and yet...i dont care? I wish there was a better word for apathy. but theres not. ps, it sucks when you only want to talk to one person and theyre the one person who doesn't call.