you'll never know and i like that.
i hate everything, nothing ism't right. it seems angery mattie is the cute mattie that everyone loves. that mattie that hates school and wants to put her hand there a wall...the one who is annoyed at people mroe then usal and is pissy! i'm about to have a mental breakdown. hopefully talking to ryan will make me feel better it always does. i'm just teird of everyting the sooner i can get out of vapac the happier i can i'm teird of everyone thinking the second i say a guy is cute and him saying thnaks or taking it the right oh i should date him what part of no guys right now don't you understand. people don't know me they don't understand me i don't let you in and i like it that way why can't you see?