suicide. a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

[kissmeimfoolish]

weeeeeeeeeeeeeell... I just got done watching The Punisher with my Pops. and it was ok. glad I didn't waste going to see it in the theatre. before that, I watched Man On Fire. which I had rented because I thought I might be able to see Patrick today and I figured we could watch it but, he is at his Granny's house. which is perfectly fine. cuz its his Granny. and I love her! but yeah. Man On Fire was a truely awesome movie. If I would have gone to see it, I would have been very happy with the purchase of that movie ticket. It was really good. and it was kinda sad. I cried for maybe 2 minutes. I don't cry much. and I probably really wouldn't have cried if I wasn't already in an aggrevated or upset sort of mood. Which is fine because I needed to cry. I haven't cried in a long time. I felt better afterwards. =) but anyways. yeah. I'm really bored. I wanna go outside and lay in the middle of my drive way and listen to sad love songs. It fun. But, not during teh day. the passing cars can see me. I'll wait til tonight. And I will bring a couple blankets and a pillow. if its not raining that is. Mercedes (my stupid black cat) is laying on the computer desk sleeping. I hate this cat. it would be ok if it didn't climb on top of me and lay on my chest and shed on me causing me to itch cough and choke due to the excessive amounts of hair that are flying around my face. it kills me. during the day when I'm not trying to sleep and I go to pet her, she like hisses, strikes, claws, bites, then runs away. and its just not cool. GRR. anyways. I wonder if school is closed Thursday and Friday. that would be great. Yeah, I'm trying to find out if school is closed and my computer is freezing and being gay. ok anyways. all these people here are like wiggin out cuz of IVAN but yah know what, it don't even look like its coming at us. we might get rain and wind nad such but, I don't think we're gonna get like floods and buildings knocked over and things of that nature. ya'll are freakin out too much. but I guess thats besides the point. yeah well, this is too long so, I'm goin. bye.
*Morgan* I <3 Patrick!