life is good. but one thing could make it better *you*

[kissmeimcore]

So yesterday Matthew messaged me on myspace and said somes stuff...then said "i'll probably see you at the mall" since thats where he usually comes to see me so I think he's hinting he wants to hang out I told him I might happen to HAVE to go Saturday ;-). Today I got up, got all ready and had the worst migrane so I took of my spray shit and wen it was dripping in the back of my throat I kept gagging it made me feel sick to my stomach. got to school and almost threw up and my head was pounding so mom took me home...then I slept for 3 hours. Went to Watertown got some new jeans, a new necklace, a new belt, and a new poster. yay! ha i'm so happy about it. When I got out of Sams I checked my phone an dhad a new text message it was Matthew<3 he was like "hey beautiful hows things" I told him good...now. wow that kid is amazing he makes me smile so much. i'm seriously falling for this kid like you wouldent believe I havent felt like this in so long...so soon. all's I do is think about him...all's I do is listen to Atreyu...and smile when I hear his voice because it sounds like Matt...and I wait for a text...and I just want him around and for him to tell me how he feels. wow...I was so afraid of never feeling like this for a guy again and now I do so I hope things go well or I will be so crushed. ANYWHO I need to get off cloud 9 and think of the negative like not seeing my brother they're coming home tonight and i'll see them tomorrow but I've never gone this long without seeing him and barley talking to him and it makes me soo happy he will be home!!! he better not EVER leave me or i'll drop off this earth. I want Summer here oh so badly SOOOOOON it will be here and that makes me happy.

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY...
even though people suck i'm still HAPPY
be proud everyone, thanks.