to you...here

Jul 19, 2006 18:53

Kyle, since we cant have a civilized converstaion well we can when you're not talking back so here I go. I look back on our relationship and I see it was all lies. honestly it was and no i'm not saying I never loved you because I did. AND no i'm not trying to say this to hurt your feelings but to get this off my chest. I've tryed talking to you about this countless times and you wont let yourself listen. I'm truly sorry I hurt you and i'm so glad your FINIALLY over it I know it wasent easy [not trying to sound self-centered] but I mean the whole process with everyone/anyone isnt easy. and if I could take back the hurt I have gave to you I would in a instant even though we hate eachother now, no one deserves that pain. And the reason I broke it off is the the truth I told you last January my feelings did change and i'm sorry they did but it's for the best. But I read that " if you don't love yourself, you cant love at all" and as days pass I ask is that way? is that why I suddenly stopped loving you? I have no idea. and I didnt love myself and still don't. But I am happy for you and Harley I really am...you don't have to believe me neither of you but atleast I know it's true. i'm still asking for a friendship because we were awesome together being stupid or just talking. If you don't want a friendship then whatever i'm trying my best to apoligize and be sincere. So take it or not. but maybe you'll understand

-Britt
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