book
argh. It is Monday morning, which is my early morning. Only this Monday I forgot to put my alarm on, so I didn't wake up before 8 to move my car. I got up around 8:45 and ran outside and to my relief I had no ticket :-) So I drove to Busch, which is always fun in the morning. I like seeing what music is on that early in the morning to start my day off right. Today it was some marvin gaye. What a great singer. Then i got breakfast and had to fight to get orange juice. I mean i don't know why they don't have orange juice in takeout and i don't see why it's such a big deal to get it from the regular part. Whatevs. I asked nicely and the woman snuck me some.
And then it started to snow!!!!!!! It only lasted for like an hr. It is frigid outside. The snow just makes me forget about everything that is wrong in the world. Like there can be bombs being dropped, wars being fought, people dying of famine, but at that first snowfall, time seems to freeze and everything is perfect in that moment. I guess it can only last so long before the plows take it away and it gets muddy but for thiose few hrs where it's all vast whiteness, i just want to be able to fly to a certain spot in the middle of a field and lie there untouched, making no tracks to where I am lying down. So I feel like I just made something seemingly insignificant sound a lot better. I hiope it snows a lot this xmas. I want to sip coco and sit by the fireplace i don't have and watch xmas movies under a plaid blanket.
Anyways i was looking back on some of my entries. I write like a 9 year old, and even that might be pushing it. I hiope I don't look back on this when i'm older and be like, wow was I seriously that illiterate. So reminder to self: You are not stupid, but you do spell things wrong on purpose due to your OCD. You do have queer word chioces due to your ocd as well. In this paragraph alone there are at least 5 mistakes made DUE TO THAT. Even using the phrase due to to explain something, that's your OCD. So future self I hiope you get over all of this and are living a free-minded life. You don't always write like this, it's your online vernacular so don't worry! Now I will discontinue talking to myself.
Time is just flying by. the semester is almost over. I have to start studying for finals. Everytime I go hiome daddy calls me straight A Rae, so i know he's expecting straight A's. At least he doesn't pressure me about it, even if he did I don't think it would bother me too much. So the past few weeks have been exuberant, haha that is a better word than just fun.
Let's see. I haven't done anything real out of the norm I don't think. I have been buying xmas gifts like they are going out of style. I like starting early and by the time xmas comes i suprise myself will the stuff I got for people that i forgot I bought. I went hiome yesterday and looke din my closet and my sister started to laugh. i have like a pile of things I forgot I bought for people just sitting there. I have no idea what mommy and daddy are getting me. I just want to go on vacation, so maybe i'll ask for plane tickets or something. I just want meaningful cards and nice gifts that had thiought put into them, if not all than some. I like not knowing what I'm getting. I don't know why hiorace keeps telling me what to get him. He is an amatueur hioliday celebrater. He's trying to spoil xmas for all the good little boys and girls. I mean come one whio doesn't eat chiocolate on halloween, such an amatuer thing to do. Ok so he's allergic, i'll let that slide.. but i'm not goign to let him tell me everything he wants for xmas, rather i won't buy it and i will suprise him with some things.
O yeah! I went to the museum with keith the other day. I don't notice hiow much money it costs to have a good day in the city, but it's a lot. I have to go back with the parents and shiop more for some last minute gifts. I got ashley something very nice to match something I have so it's a best friend thing. So we took the train there early and then once we got there we got an unlimited subway ticket. We went to the museum and watched imax cosmic collision shiow. I liked it. I mean I knew mostly everything they talked about since like 2nd grade- the entire big bang, premordial soup, moon being formed, dinosaurs dying thing. I just liked feeling like I was flying in space. It made me somewhat motion sickish but I suppose feeling like you are flying surpasses sickness. I want to have sex in space. I think i'm going to make a long list of things I'd like to do before I die and that will be one of them.
ummmm we saw a bunch of animal exhibits. I took a picture of the stuffed bears, but i think it looks real. Reminds me of that movie cliffhanger, i think.. or maybe bushwhacked. i don't know. It m akes me happy that I know all of the phylums, families, classes, species, and genus of most of the animals, plants, bacteria, etc. I like feeling smart, but I like that keith knows the names of sharks cause that's something I don't know. He would name them and then i'd check if he was right. We went to the gift shiops but i didn't buy anything. They overprice things, and the cafeteria food there.. forget about it! That sounded so lame. Yeah then we saw dinos and other stuff but that is what sticks out in my mind most. That and the very big elevators... and the group of mental challenged people, that i did not call retards.
Then we went to time square. There's nothing to ever do there, it sounds so great but once you get there it's like blargh. Kind of like mini golf. i always think it will be super fun, but the people i go with always make it suck. It has potential, but i haven't hit that high since I used to go the Nevele with the family and go to the camp there and play. Good times, i miss snow tubing. I want to do that this winter. Jess and i need to get passes to one of the mountains so we can snowboard. I'd like to go again with her. Then we went to macys.. too insane. The outside is cool thiough, they have this dragon behind glass that you make a wish on, well hes not real but he's still cool. We went to canal st and i bought bracelets. Then we went to eat and came back.
The rest of the week was pretty fun. I did the whiole xmas tree thing with mommy yesterday. That was a lot of fun. Next weekend i think she wants to bake and watch movies or something. I need to get myself xmas lights. I went out to dinner with daddy and then visited can at work. Thats about it. I don't think i can write anything else to the public, or the like 5 people that may read this. But here some pictures I like.
yeah so i take a lot of pictures. I think they are a fun way to express what you are feeling that day. That shirt is one of my favorite new shirts I think. Ok time to go take a nap. mmmmm bye!
And then it started to snow!!!!!!! It only lasted for like an hr. It is frigid outside. The snow just makes me forget about everything that is wrong in the world. Like there can be bombs being dropped, wars being fought, people dying of famine, but at that first snowfall, time seems to freeze and everything is perfect in that moment. I guess it can only last so long before the plows take it away and it gets muddy but for thiose few hrs where it's all vast whiteness, i just want to be able to fly to a certain spot in the middle of a field and lie there untouched, making no tracks to where I am lying down. So I feel like I just made something seemingly insignificant sound a lot better. I hiope it snows a lot this xmas. I want to sip coco and sit by the fireplace i don't have and watch xmas movies under a plaid blanket.
Anyways i was looking back on some of my entries. I write like a 9 year old, and even that might be pushing it. I hiope I don't look back on this when i'm older and be like, wow was I seriously that illiterate. So reminder to self: You are not stupid, but you do spell things wrong on purpose due to your OCD. You do have queer word chioces due to your ocd as well. In this paragraph alone there are at least 5 mistakes made DUE TO THAT. Even using the phrase due to to explain something, that's your OCD. So future self I hiope you get over all of this and are living a free-minded life. You don't always write like this, it's your online vernacular so don't worry! Now I will discontinue talking to myself.
Time is just flying by. the semester is almost over. I have to start studying for finals. Everytime I go hiome daddy calls me straight A Rae, so i know he's expecting straight A's. At least he doesn't pressure me about it, even if he did I don't think it would bother me too much. So the past few weeks have been exuberant, haha that is a better word than just fun.
Let's see. I haven't done anything real out of the norm I don't think. I have been buying xmas gifts like they are going out of style. I like starting early and by the time xmas comes i suprise myself will the stuff I got for people that i forgot I bought. I went hiome yesterday and looke din my closet and my sister started to laugh. i have like a pile of things I forgot I bought for people just sitting there. I have no idea what mommy and daddy are getting me. I just want to go on vacation, so maybe i'll ask for plane tickets or something. I just want meaningful cards and nice gifts that had thiought put into them, if not all than some. I like not knowing what I'm getting. I don't know why hiorace keeps telling me what to get him. He is an amatueur hioliday celebrater. He's trying to spoil xmas for all the good little boys and girls. I mean come one whio doesn't eat chiocolate on halloween, such an amatuer thing to do. Ok so he's allergic, i'll let that slide.. but i'm not goign to let him tell me everything he wants for xmas, rather i won't buy it and i will suprise him with some things.
O yeah! I went to the museum with keith the other day. I don't notice hiow much money it costs to have a good day in the city, but it's a lot. I have to go back with the parents and shiop more for some last minute gifts. I got ashley something very nice to match something I have so it's a best friend thing. So we took the train there early and then once we got there we got an unlimited subway ticket. We went to the museum and watched imax cosmic collision shiow. I liked it. I mean I knew mostly everything they talked about since like 2nd grade- the entire big bang, premordial soup, moon being formed, dinosaurs dying thing. I just liked feeling like I was flying in space. It made me somewhat motion sickish but I suppose feeling like you are flying surpasses sickness. I want to have sex in space. I think i'm going to make a long list of things I'd like to do before I die and that will be one of them.
ummmm we saw a bunch of animal exhibits. I took a picture of the stuffed bears, but i think it looks real. Reminds me of that movie cliffhanger, i think.. or maybe bushwhacked. i don't know. It m akes me happy that I know all of the phylums, families, classes, species, and genus of most of the animals, plants, bacteria, etc. I like feeling smart, but I like that keith knows the names of sharks cause that's something I don't know. He would name them and then i'd check if he was right. We went to the gift shiops but i didn't buy anything. They overprice things, and the cafeteria food there.. forget about it! That sounded so lame. Yeah then we saw dinos and other stuff but that is what sticks out in my mind most. That and the very big elevators... and the group of mental challenged people, that i did not call retards.
Then we went to time square. There's nothing to ever do there, it sounds so great but once you get there it's like blargh. Kind of like mini golf. i always think it will be super fun, but the people i go with always make it suck. It has potential, but i haven't hit that high since I used to go the Nevele with the family and go to the camp there and play. Good times, i miss snow tubing. I want to do that this winter. Jess and i need to get passes to one of the mountains so we can snowboard. I'd like to go again with her. Then we went to macys.. too insane. The outside is cool thiough, they have this dragon behind glass that you make a wish on, well hes not real but he's still cool. We went to canal st and i bought bracelets. Then we went to eat and came back.
The rest of the week was pretty fun. I did the whiole xmas tree thing with mommy yesterday. That was a lot of fun. Next weekend i think she wants to bake and watch movies or something. I need to get myself xmas lights. I went out to dinner with daddy and then visited can at work. Thats about it. I don't think i can write anything else to the public, or the like 5 people that may read this. But here some pictures I like.
yeah so i take a lot of pictures. I think they are a fun way to express what you are feeling that day. That shirt is one of my favorite new shirts I think. Ok time to go take a nap. mmmmm bye!