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umm yeah so it's the end of the first week and already im hiome in bed with a bad cold. I am the the queen of running myself down. So the first week was good. I already made a lot of new friends and people to go party with. Food sucks a lot, i feel crappy every night from that. So i'm bringing back my own meals.
Well since the budget cut, the teachers have like no resources so i have to print everything out online. I am now up to 300 pages of notes and im not even half way through the chapters that i have to print. I have read my books, typed up notes, and i'm on top of all my hw. I'm going to get straight A's i think, esp. since barely any of my course have cumulative exams.
So the other night was the first azo meeting. I felt very sick so i ended up leavign early. I don't know it just seems different there, it's weird. I can't explain it. whatever.
So right now i'm watching the 1995 mighty morphin power rangers movie and it's pissing me off.
1- Why does Kimberly wear high shorts with belly shirts so that her upper abs show?
2- Why is the yellow ranger black, named Aeyisha and not chinese anymore, and why do they keep zooming in on her ghetto booty?
3- Why is the red ranger's name Rocky?
4- Why isn't the ranger that killed someone in the movie?
5- The special effects, if you can even call them that
well daddy just got in and is making fun of me for getting sick the first week already. he bought me a 400 GB external hard drive, yes! now i can have like 2894711897 songs and movies and have it not slow down my laptop. i love that he bought me thiose binders where you can put pictures on the cover.. i feel like it's hs all over.
Ok so i never posted this entry from last weekend so to recap...
last weekend i stayed in and got better friday night, saturday I danced at a bar mitzvah which was fun. I got tipped a lot of money. It's such good pay it's ridiculous. Seriously it's just getting paid to do what i love to do best, listen to music and dance. I forgot hiow immature 13 yr old boys were. They kept trying to like touch me and shit. That was the only annoying part. Other than that it was a lot of fun. i drove back with the dj and we talked about the job and everything, relationships, fashion, random shit. Sunday I just did all my hw, which is great. I love that I can do all my hw here, and in between classes. My schedule is perfect, I want i t to be like this next semester. I can either wake up 4 hrs. before class on tues. and thurs. and read and do hw.. or on mon. and wed. I can go to class then do hw and nap until my next classes. I'm just every on top of thing, what would I do w/o my planner?
So then i hungout with the family sunday night and went back. Pretty much the entire week consisted of me hanging out with the livingston crew, a few azo people, some freehiod kids, and hiorace, keith, and george. George's car is awesome. We took a trip to b&n and then went to keith's place so he could drop stuff off. I want to off road in that car.. thinking about off roading reminds me of ashley, which by the way i miss her so much. I want her to come stay with me.
Hmm so yeah the second week was good. i'm on t op of all my hw and studying. I hangout with a lot of new people. When it rains I get sick, but other than that it's good! I hate that I get sick so easily. I can't even go to the gym cause im afraid to get run down. I went once with keith and hiorace this week, and i still don't have my fit check card so i can't use the cardio machines. lame.
I have been having stomach aches too. College food sucks, except for the one day i got on the wrong bus and ended up on my old campus. i ate there, and then rememberd why i gained so much weight. Seriously the food there is so good. Looking back, i took full advantage of it. I had 2 helpings of everything plus cake, cookies, and ice cream every night.
This weekend was great. I didn't have to work so I went out thurs. night w/ rachael and rachel and then all the freehiold kids. We went to crow and then back to scotts. It was a terrible rainy night which sucked. I hate to go out on thiose nights cause you know walkign to the party you will freeze, then you will sweat your ass off in the party, then walking back you get that sick clammy feeling. bleh. But we were out until like 4 or so. That was a fun night.
then friday i came hiome and went to the doctor, ate dinner here, hungout with the parents and matt. Candace has completly hit bitch mode. She gets this way towards the beginning of schiool. I miss her a lot. She's so cute with all her little stories to tell me every time i come back. They went to the movies but i stayed here and did hw, got dressed, cut up my snakes on a plane shirt that me and amanda got that time in the city for free. Then i got dressed and went back. I went to keith and dave's room cause they were playing pong. i sucked of course. Some nights im on, but most times im off. I think i was giving off a bad attitude that night idk why. But when i left i assesed the situation and was like, hmm was i being a bitch? yeah.
So then i went to azo. the theme of the rsh party was trouser snakes on a plane. so they told me to dress provocative so people want to pledge or whatever. well i think it's just expected for people to do that. I wasn't going to go out and buy a stewardess outfit so i just wore that shirt but cut it. It looked cool cause no one else was wearing one. It was sooo much fun. There were a lot of people and i was dripping sweat but i had fun. i like that im always comfortable there. Everyone knows me, i dance with people, im a party animal.. but then when i go somewhere else im not like that. AZO and bryans place are the places where i can just go all out cause i know everyone. Im not going to lie, its awesome when you walk into a party and people are likeoo make way for dana, and hugging me and watching me dance and stuff. It's a confidence booster, but i dont need it all the time, it's fun once in awhile thiough. Thats what it was like at bryans the other night.
So anyways azo party went real well. Good turn out, i danced w ith bryan rooney whio can get away with anything with girls since hes gay. he's such a good dancer, but i don't like to be overly touched. Like all of bryans friends were doing their gay dancing with each other which i love, but then they made a circle around me and were like goo dana goo dana so i started to dance and then rooney came along and yeah it was fun. then i had to have stair duty, which wasnt too bad cause these two guys i met from rider stayed with me the entire time and we talked until my duty was over. then i went downstairs and danced some more. i went to scotts for a bit, then came back to azo. it was a very fun night. i ended up going to sleep around 5.
saturday i woke up bright and early and went to azo. Then drove over to the parking lot near the stadium and everyone tailgated from like 9 until the game at 3, well they stillt ailgated durign the game but i left to watch it. I ate wayyyy too much. everyone was asking me if i was drunk cause i looked so sick i was like noo i just had like 4 hrs of sleep and ate hamburgers, buffalo wings, cheese pretzels, candy, etc. I wanted to puke the entire game. Plus the heat didn't help. The game was good. I left at half time cause i felt crappy and i met up with hiorace and keith. we took the bus back, i shiowerd then took keith hiome cause he had to go to some shiow. I like the feel of his town, driving through it. It somewhat reminds me of freehiold in some aspects.
Then i came back and slept until like 11 at night. I woke up and got dressed and went out. I went to bryans first.. then azo.. then scotts.. then stayed at bryans. Its so weird hiow different each party is. Bryans was a lot of fun, i danced and hungout with the people on my floor, some others. i love that i can just go into their hiouse and eat. chris let me have a pb and jelly sandwich.. so good. I just hate beign questioned why i dont drink every time i go out. People dont seem to understand that i don't like the taste of anything alcohilic. Some guy was like trying to tell me all these drinks to have that id like, no. no i won't. So many guys kept trying to kiss me, and i was like I AM NOT DRUNK STOP IT. it was kind of funny cause this one kid that did that to me, i told him no. then he ended up h/u with like 5 other girls.. and they all did then he told them they were bad kissers and they all were so upset and told their guy friends and everyone wanted to kill the kid. oy.
so the weirdest part of the night, im downstairs dancing and i turn around and marty is there. we both started laughing so hard. he came over to me and gave me such a big hug, and he was like.. this is my ex gf we dated blah blah blah. Then i was like yeahh we dated in hs... and he kept hugging me and putting his arms around me and telling me i was so skinny and not fat anymore. i was like.. thanks marty. i was like i wasnt FAT when we dated and he kept saying i was. i dotn even care, it doesnt bother me. he has every right to still hate me cause i broke his heart, but you know what it hurt me just as much to do it. Its cool that we can be friends thiough. So he's transfering here next semester. he followed me around all night, and i just kind of sat inside with him and talked to him and bryan. Then he left and me bryan watched tv and then i left around 3:30. tom scar drove me back.
i got in, was going to go to sleep but i ended up hanging out in hioraces room until like 5:30 talking about a lot shit. Im happy that he knows me, liek the real me where im fun and happy and funny.. so he knows that if im ever in a bad mood or bitchy its not me, its just an ephemeral mood. so we had a good talk, and i went to sleep. Now im back hiome, going out for nannys bday!!! im sick again, but i hiope i get better by tonight.
and some pictures...
yeah this is very funny.
yeah we box
trouser snakes on a plane
ok time to go relax. peace!
Well since the budget cut, the teachers have like no resources so i have to print everything out online. I am now up to 300 pages of notes and im not even half way through the chapters that i have to print. I have read my books, typed up notes, and i'm on top of all my hw. I'm going to get straight A's i think, esp. since barely any of my course have cumulative exams.
So the other night was the first azo meeting. I felt very sick so i ended up leavign early. I don't know it just seems different there, it's weird. I can't explain it. whatever.
So right now i'm watching the 1995 mighty morphin power rangers movie and it's pissing me off.
1- Why does Kimberly wear high shorts with belly shirts so that her upper abs show?
2- Why is the yellow ranger black, named Aeyisha and not chinese anymore, and why do they keep zooming in on her ghetto booty?
3- Why is the red ranger's name Rocky?
4- Why isn't the ranger that killed someone in the movie?
5- The special effects, if you can even call them that
well daddy just got in and is making fun of me for getting sick the first week already. he bought me a 400 GB external hard drive, yes! now i can have like 2894711897 songs and movies and have it not slow down my laptop. i love that he bought me thiose binders where you can put pictures on the cover.. i feel like it's hs all over.
Ok so i never posted this entry from last weekend so to recap...
last weekend i stayed in and got better friday night, saturday I danced at a bar mitzvah which was fun. I got tipped a lot of money. It's such good pay it's ridiculous. Seriously it's just getting paid to do what i love to do best, listen to music and dance. I forgot hiow immature 13 yr old boys were. They kept trying to like touch me and shit. That was the only annoying part. Other than that it was a lot of fun. i drove back with the dj and we talked about the job and everything, relationships, fashion, random shit. Sunday I just did all my hw, which is great. I love that I can do all my hw here, and in between classes. My schedule is perfect, I want i t to be like this next semester. I can either wake up 4 hrs. before class on tues. and thurs. and read and do hw.. or on mon. and wed. I can go to class then do hw and nap until my next classes. I'm just every on top of thing, what would I do w/o my planner?
So then i hungout with the family sunday night and went back. Pretty much the entire week consisted of me hanging out with the livingston crew, a few azo people, some freehiod kids, and hiorace, keith, and george. George's car is awesome. We took a trip to b&n and then went to keith's place so he could drop stuff off. I want to off road in that car.. thinking about off roading reminds me of ashley, which by the way i miss her so much. I want her to come stay with me.
Hmm so yeah the second week was good. i'm on t op of all my hw and studying. I hangout with a lot of new people. When it rains I get sick, but other than that it's good! I hate that I get sick so easily. I can't even go to the gym cause im afraid to get run down. I went once with keith and hiorace this week, and i still don't have my fit check card so i can't use the cardio machines. lame.
I have been having stomach aches too. College food sucks, except for the one day i got on the wrong bus and ended up on my old campus. i ate there, and then rememberd why i gained so much weight. Seriously the food there is so good. Looking back, i took full advantage of it. I had 2 helpings of everything plus cake, cookies, and ice cream every night.
This weekend was great. I didn't have to work so I went out thurs. night w/ rachael and rachel and then all the freehiold kids. We went to crow and then back to scotts. It was a terrible rainy night which sucked. I hate to go out on thiose nights cause you know walkign to the party you will freeze, then you will sweat your ass off in the party, then walking back you get that sick clammy feeling. bleh. But we were out until like 4 or so. That was a fun night.
then friday i came hiome and went to the doctor, ate dinner here, hungout with the parents and matt. Candace has completly hit bitch mode. She gets this way towards the beginning of schiool. I miss her a lot. She's so cute with all her little stories to tell me every time i come back. They went to the movies but i stayed here and did hw, got dressed, cut up my snakes on a plane shirt that me and amanda got that time in the city for free. Then i got dressed and went back. I went to keith and dave's room cause they were playing pong. i sucked of course. Some nights im on, but most times im off. I think i was giving off a bad attitude that night idk why. But when i left i assesed the situation and was like, hmm was i being a bitch? yeah.
So then i went to azo. the theme of the rsh party was trouser snakes on a plane. so they told me to dress provocative so people want to pledge or whatever. well i think it's just expected for people to do that. I wasn't going to go out and buy a stewardess outfit so i just wore that shirt but cut it. It looked cool cause no one else was wearing one. It was sooo much fun. There were a lot of people and i was dripping sweat but i had fun. i like that im always comfortable there. Everyone knows me, i dance with people, im a party animal.. but then when i go somewhere else im not like that. AZO and bryans place are the places where i can just go all out cause i know everyone. Im not going to lie, its awesome when you walk into a party and people are likeoo make way for dana, and hugging me and watching me dance and stuff. It's a confidence booster, but i dont need it all the time, it's fun once in awhile thiough. Thats what it was like at bryans the other night.
So anyways azo party went real well. Good turn out, i danced w ith bryan rooney whio can get away with anything with girls since hes gay. he's such a good dancer, but i don't like to be overly touched. Like all of bryans friends were doing their gay dancing with each other which i love, but then they made a circle around me and were like goo dana goo dana so i started to dance and then rooney came along and yeah it was fun. then i had to have stair duty, which wasnt too bad cause these two guys i met from rider stayed with me the entire time and we talked until my duty was over. then i went downstairs and danced some more. i went to scotts for a bit, then came back to azo. it was a very fun night. i ended up going to sleep around 5.
saturday i woke up bright and early and went to azo. Then drove over to the parking lot near the stadium and everyone tailgated from like 9 until the game at 3, well they stillt ailgated durign the game but i left to watch it. I ate wayyyy too much. everyone was asking me if i was drunk cause i looked so sick i was like noo i just had like 4 hrs of sleep and ate hamburgers, buffalo wings, cheese pretzels, candy, etc. I wanted to puke the entire game. Plus the heat didn't help. The game was good. I left at half time cause i felt crappy and i met up with hiorace and keith. we took the bus back, i shiowerd then took keith hiome cause he had to go to some shiow. I like the feel of his town, driving through it. It somewhat reminds me of freehiold in some aspects.
Then i came back and slept until like 11 at night. I woke up and got dressed and went out. I went to bryans first.. then azo.. then scotts.. then stayed at bryans. Its so weird hiow different each party is. Bryans was a lot of fun, i danced and hungout with the people on my floor, some others. i love that i can just go into their hiouse and eat. chris let me have a pb and jelly sandwich.. so good. I just hate beign questioned why i dont drink every time i go out. People dont seem to understand that i don't like the taste of anything alcohilic. Some guy was like trying to tell me all these drinks to have that id like, no. no i won't. So many guys kept trying to kiss me, and i was like I AM NOT DRUNK STOP IT. it was kind of funny cause this one kid that did that to me, i told him no. then he ended up h/u with like 5 other girls.. and they all did then he told them they were bad kissers and they all were so upset and told their guy friends and everyone wanted to kill the kid. oy.
so the weirdest part of the night, im downstairs dancing and i turn around and marty is there. we both started laughing so hard. he came over to me and gave me such a big hug, and he was like.. this is my ex gf we dated blah blah blah. Then i was like yeahh we dated in hs... and he kept hugging me and putting his arms around me and telling me i was so skinny and not fat anymore. i was like.. thanks marty. i was like i wasnt FAT when we dated and he kept saying i was. i dotn even care, it doesnt bother me. he has every right to still hate me cause i broke his heart, but you know what it hurt me just as much to do it. Its cool that we can be friends thiough. So he's transfering here next semester. he followed me around all night, and i just kind of sat inside with him and talked to him and bryan. Then he left and me bryan watched tv and then i left around 3:30. tom scar drove me back.
i got in, was going to go to sleep but i ended up hanging out in hioraces room until like 5:30 talking about a lot shit. Im happy that he knows me, liek the real me where im fun and happy and funny.. so he knows that if im ever in a bad mood or bitchy its not me, its just an ephemeral mood. so we had a good talk, and i went to sleep. Now im back hiome, going out for nannys bday!!! im sick again, but i hiope i get better by tonight.
and some pictures...
yeah this is very funny.
yeah we box
trouser snakes on a plane
ok time to go relax. peace!