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Mmmm well it's been awhile since i wrote in this. To recap the past few weeks i guess..
Spring break was a lot of fun. I hungout with Ashley almost everyday and i love her to pieces. I can't believe she's moving this weekend :-( it's ok cause she'll be back by summer which is when i'll be able to hangout anyways. I saw every movie that I wanted to see. We snuck in pretty much everyday. One of the days I hungout with amanda and visited her college.. and then another few days I hungout with Tiff and her friend. We slept at the hiouse and just laughed the entire time and joked around. Tiff and I went to the city and got a bunch of shit. In the summer we are going to get a pass or whatever and go to the city like once a week. Other than that I hungout with my family.. a lot. We had dinner together and went on day trips and stuff. It was rather fun. I love being with them. I want Ashley to move in with us. Her and my parents get along so well. One of the nights daddy started to cry which he always does but pretending, this time he was seriously crying. I felt so bad. he just said that he is so proud of hiow far I've come in my life and hiow he can't believe hiow bad my ocd used to be and now he said he sees the real me coming back and he's just so happy, but he's so worried about my future. Poor daddy always trying to protect me. He lovesme so much i can't even explain. I hiope I find another guy to care about me as much as he does. I don't know what I'd do w/o him. Hmm Candace got her license the other day and she gets her new car on Friday. So I can't wait for her to come visit me. It's been so nice out lately i just go on the roof and lay down or read. It puts me in such a better mood. I like my dorm room, im sad that im going to have take everything down and redecorate next year. I want to save all of the quotes onmy wall and the pictures and what not. Class is going rather well. Today my expos teacher told me he handed in mypaper to his supervisior when asked to hand in the best paper he's read in all his classes. He said i just have to stop being so sleepy in class haha. I'm so not a morning person- and morning to me is everywhere from 7 to like 4 in the afternoon. I have been having such freaky dreams lately about either sex or murder. Weird. Yesterday I watched 1 tree and there was a schiool shiooting and idk it just always makes me think of hiow things would be if peoples' lives were at stake. There are people right now that I would like to talk to to see what went wrong, or wy things turned out the way they did, or why they are completely left open ended, but I just don't bother to try anymore cause people just do not care. I don't think i was ever an open ended kind of person, i like closure. I like when i get in moods where I have the courage to talk to someone or tell someone something that under normal circumstances I wouldn't. I've been having more of thiose moments lately. Umm other than that everything is pretty good. Tonight is pledge meeting- awesome. Tomorrow is a party, and saturday im going to hangout with ashley before she leaves. SUnday is candaces bday party.. and then back to schiool. i can't believe its almost over. i can't wait to see what this summer will bring. Well that's all for now, peace
Spring break was a lot of fun. I hungout with Ashley almost everyday and i love her to pieces. I can't believe she's moving this weekend :-( it's ok cause she'll be back by summer which is when i'll be able to hangout anyways. I saw every movie that I wanted to see. We snuck in pretty much everyday. One of the days I hungout with amanda and visited her college.. and then another few days I hungout with Tiff and her friend. We slept at the hiouse and just laughed the entire time and joked around. Tiff and I went to the city and got a bunch of shit. In the summer we are going to get a pass or whatever and go to the city like once a week. Other than that I hungout with my family.. a lot. We had dinner together and went on day trips and stuff. It was rather fun. I love being with them. I want Ashley to move in with us. Her and my parents get along so well. One of the nights daddy started to cry which he always does but pretending, this time he was seriously crying. I felt so bad. he just said that he is so proud of hiow far I've come in my life and hiow he can't believe hiow bad my ocd used to be and now he said he sees the real me coming back and he's just so happy, but he's so worried about my future. Poor daddy always trying to protect me. He lovesme so much i can't even explain. I hiope I find another guy to care about me as much as he does. I don't know what I'd do w/o him. Hmm Candace got her license the other day and she gets her new car on Friday. So I can't wait for her to come visit me. It's been so nice out lately i just go on the roof and lay down or read. It puts me in such a better mood. I like my dorm room, im sad that im going to have take everything down and redecorate next year. I want to save all of the quotes onmy wall and the pictures and what not. Class is going rather well. Today my expos teacher told me he handed in mypaper to his supervisior when asked to hand in the best paper he's read in all his classes. He said i just have to stop being so sleepy in class haha. I'm so not a morning person- and morning to me is everywhere from 7 to like 4 in the afternoon. I have been having such freaky dreams lately about either sex or murder. Weird. Yesterday I watched 1 tree and there was a schiool shiooting and idk it just always makes me think of hiow things would be if peoples' lives were at stake. There are people right now that I would like to talk to to see what went wrong, or wy things turned out the way they did, or why they are completely left open ended, but I just don't bother to try anymore cause people just do not care. I don't think i was ever an open ended kind of person, i like closure. I like when i get in moods where I have the courage to talk to someone or tell someone something that under normal circumstances I wouldn't. I've been having more of thiose moments lately. Umm other than that everything is pretty good. Tonight is pledge meeting- awesome. Tomorrow is a party, and saturday im going to hangout with ashley before she leaves. SUnday is candaces bday party.. and then back to schiool. i can't believe its almost over. i can't wait to see what this summer will bring. Well that's all for now, peace