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God, I feel like hell tonight, tears of rage I cannot fight, be the last to help you understand. Are you strong enough to be my man?
Hello =) Here are my past 2 days...
Monday: Well, it was just a boring Monday in school as usual. The LBC worked on our commercial. It's going to be great =) Then after school, I went over Ryan's house, and we drew with chalk, lol. Then after that, Matthew came over =) =) And we walked to Amanda's. Then Ryan had to leave =/ and then me and Matt helped Amanda clean out the turltes!!! They are just too darn CUTE! =) =) =) Gosh oh mighty, I just love them =) We brought them outside, while Amanda cleaned out the tank inside. =) They roamed around on the ground, and AH! I just <3 them so much! Hmm.... after that we went back inside and we watched Clue =) Wow, I just love Mrs. Scarlet =) She's so pretttty. Anyhow, it was a wierd movie. I didn't quite understand it, lol, but I enjoyed it nontheless. After that, Megan came, and Erica came =) =) I love them girls =) I love my Amanda too =) I just love all of you guys =) We walked up to Kaiser and we swang and stuff =) It was such a nice day out. It was so chilly outside on the way home and when we were sitting outside. We just sat outside and talked and whatnot =) Then my mommy came, and picked me up. =) It was such a great day. I just cannot get enough of Matt =) =) He is the best, and he makes me so happy, I am so lucky to have such a wonderful guy like him =)
Today: Was very stupid. Gosh. I am so sick of catering to other people's feelings. Oh so very sick of it. I don't know why I care so much... I am too nice of a person =) Lets just think of it that way I guess. I don't know, school was boring, as usual. It was a gloomy day until about 1 o'clock and then the sun finally came out =) Lets see, I went over Erica's house after school finally. Gosh, I've had so much crap to do with the LBC that I haven't been over her house after school in awhile. I miss those 45 minutes we spend together =) I just love you Erica! Then after school, I wasn't able to go over Ryans house to see Erica, Megan and Matt =( Oh wells. I just slept and worked on some of the homework that is due soon =) I had such a bad day today though. Just everything was caving in. I was just feeling so bad for certain people, and I don't even know why. It's not my fault is it?? Please tell me =/ Because I am so sick of it all. I was just frustrated all day, and one bad thing led to another. You know those days...
But I feel somewhat better because right now I am talking to Matt =)
He always makes my days =)
Hello =) Here are my past 2 days...
Monday: Well, it was just a boring Monday in school as usual. The LBC worked on our commercial. It's going to be great =) Then after school, I went over Ryan's house, and we drew with chalk, lol. Then after that, Matthew came over =) =) And we walked to Amanda's. Then Ryan had to leave =/ and then me and Matt helped Amanda clean out the turltes!!! They are just too darn CUTE! =) =) =) Gosh oh mighty, I just love them =) We brought them outside, while Amanda cleaned out the tank inside. =) They roamed around on the ground, and AH! I just <3 them so much! Hmm.... after that we went back inside and we watched Clue =) Wow, I just love Mrs. Scarlet =) She's so pretttty. Anyhow, it was a wierd movie. I didn't quite understand it, lol, but I enjoyed it nontheless. After that, Megan came, and Erica came =) =) I love them girls =) I love my Amanda too =) I just love all of you guys =) We walked up to Kaiser and we swang and stuff =) It was such a nice day out. It was so chilly outside on the way home and when we were sitting outside. We just sat outside and talked and whatnot =) Then my mommy came, and picked me up. =) It was such a great day. I just cannot get enough of Matt =) =) He is the best, and he makes me so happy, I am so lucky to have such a wonderful guy like him =)
Today: Was very stupid. Gosh. I am so sick of catering to other people's feelings. Oh so very sick of it. I don't know why I care so much... I am too nice of a person =) Lets just think of it that way I guess. I don't know, school was boring, as usual. It was a gloomy day until about 1 o'clock and then the sun finally came out =) Lets see, I went over Erica's house after school finally. Gosh, I've had so much crap to do with the LBC that I haven't been over her house after school in awhile. I miss those 45 minutes we spend together =) I just love you Erica! Then after school, I wasn't able to go over Ryans house to see Erica, Megan and Matt =( Oh wells. I just slept and worked on some of the homework that is due soon =) I had such a bad day today though. Just everything was caving in. I was just feeling so bad for certain people, and I don't even know why. It's not my fault is it?? Please tell me =/ Because I am so sick of it all. I was just frustrated all day, and one bad thing led to another. You know those days...
But I feel somewhat better because right now I am talking to Matt =)
He always makes my days =)