Walking Backwards, Looking Down

Apr 20, 2005 21:10

The school pyschologist can suck it.

Whatever. I'm still procrastinating. I'm really good at that I'd say.

My computer is so hot [as in overheating itself, literally], I think it might explode.
SWEET!

I really like the title of one of Darren D'Amato's old songs- "Atheists Talk To God More Than You Talk To Me"
It's appropriate.

Nicky: Oo! Hey Princeton! Give me a quarter- here in my hat. Come on Princeton! It's as easy as that. Helping others brings you closer to God. So give me a quarter.
Princeton: Oh- I don't have any change.
Nicky: Hmm.. Okay! Give me a dollar!
Princeton: Wha..? That's not what I meant!
Nicky: Give me a five!
Princeton: Are you kidding?
Nicky: The more you give, the more you get; that's being alive. All I'm asking you is to do what Jesus Christ would do. He'd give me a quarter- why don't you?

[[[[[ooohhhh avenueq::iloveyou]]]]]]]]]]
When you help others, you can't help helping yourself.

TODAY---> I went to Jesse's afterschool and took pictures of him and it was gorgeous. And his dad made me chocolate banana milk, which is my FAVORITE ever. And I love that whole family.

Sometimes I really do get to wondering if I'm worth more than what I feel like I am.
I'm a woman. And a minority.
Will I end up being a cleaning lady by day, and a stripper by night?
Shit...
I hope not.
But that's what I feel like I'm worth.
Eh. Oh well.

I want to be where love is real. And memories of distant days come to life again.
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