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my life is pathetic.
i hate ucsd. absolutely hate it. i'm so pissed off at that school.
let's see...
they cut out a week from christmas break, now we only get 3 weeks. christmas break and going to england is the only thing i have to look forward to.
they told me i probably won't get credit for all the freakin math classes i took abroad, meaning i'm like a year behind and have to take two years worth of classes in one year because there's no way in hell i'm going to be at that school for another year.
and i'm going to be in debt for the rest of my life because of all the loans i have right now because of how freakin expensive it is, and my parents are paying for zero of it and i have to pay all of it.
oh and i have no idea what i want to do with my life. what's the point of being in college right now, i have no idea what i'm going to do with the stupid degree anyways. there's not a single job that i can think of that would make me happy. and i dont' believe in having a job where you're miserable, i'd rather just not live.
my life has gone back to exactly what it was like before i went to england.
i honestly don't think i was meant to be happy.
i hate ucsd. absolutely hate it. i'm so pissed off at that school.
let's see...
they cut out a week from christmas break, now we only get 3 weeks. christmas break and going to england is the only thing i have to look forward to.
they told me i probably won't get credit for all the freakin math classes i took abroad, meaning i'm like a year behind and have to take two years worth of classes in one year because there's no way in hell i'm going to be at that school for another year.
and i'm going to be in debt for the rest of my life because of all the loans i have right now because of how freakin expensive it is, and my parents are paying for zero of it and i have to pay all of it.
oh and i have no idea what i want to do with my life. what's the point of being in college right now, i have no idea what i'm going to do with the stupid degree anyways. there's not a single job that i can think of that would make me happy. and i dont' believe in having a job where you're miserable, i'd rather just not live.
my life has gone back to exactly what it was like before i went to england.
i honestly don't think i was meant to be happy.