feeling happy
I just felt like updating, and writing down all that is going on in my head.
first of all, IM SO IN LOVE with My boyfriend. We have been together almost 4 months. we Have this mind blowing relationship. We always have amazing conversation, we have so much fun, and our love is just out of this world. It feels amazing to have someone complete you in many different ways. I always tell him when we are together its like an escape. Like Im away at this amazing vaction spot, that is trpoical, and beautiful and relaxing. Thats how it is when we are together. Its something that I have NEVER felt before. My heart is so touched. I sound so much like a hopeless romantic right now, but I am. Im a very emotionally driven person, so I have always dreamed of finding someone to stand by my side and be a part of who I am. I think finding true love and going after your dreams, EVERY dream is the only way to live. He has encouraged me, and pushed me to do things I need to do, and I do the same for him. We think about tomorrow, and the future, cause thats basically what were both in this now for, The future, long term. Making plans together. I would not have it any other way.
Another aspect of life, I have a new job that I took. I finally got the courage up and made a change, and so far it has felt VERY right. I feel much less stress, and Im actually working MORE. amazing how that works. It was a hard transition at first, I was scared and unsure, and I was just sad in ways, but its been so good. Im thankful for the change and eager to see whats next. I need to work on staying motivated for school, I know it will only help me! But I truely love my job, people are always happy to see you and it feels good to help people make positive changes in there lives for themselves. I see them just a couple weeks into it and they allready have a more psotive energy about them. its great.
I miss cali Gael ALOT. Im proud of her though. I know she has been working a lot more too, its funny cause we both kind of went into new jobs and different schedules at about the same time, so I can really relate what she is going through. I love her and I hope she knows that, I HOPE WE can hang out more soon, and be a little more consistant.
so yea, I just wanted to update. I turn 21 in like one month and 15 days.. WEIRD! im GETTING old, but not too old, I have sooooo much ahead of me. Im EXCITED! xo
Like no one else had ever danced before
I can't explain what happened on that floor
But the music played
We held each other close
And we danced
Yeah, we danced
first of all, IM SO IN LOVE with My boyfriend. We have been together almost 4 months. we Have this mind blowing relationship. We always have amazing conversation, we have so much fun, and our love is just out of this world. It feels amazing to have someone complete you in many different ways. I always tell him when we are together its like an escape. Like Im away at this amazing vaction spot, that is trpoical, and beautiful and relaxing. Thats how it is when we are together. Its something that I have NEVER felt before. My heart is so touched. I sound so much like a hopeless romantic right now, but I am. Im a very emotionally driven person, so I have always dreamed of finding someone to stand by my side and be a part of who I am. I think finding true love and going after your dreams, EVERY dream is the only way to live. He has encouraged me, and pushed me to do things I need to do, and I do the same for him. We think about tomorrow, and the future, cause thats basically what were both in this now for, The future, long term. Making plans together. I would not have it any other way.
Another aspect of life, I have a new job that I took. I finally got the courage up and made a change, and so far it has felt VERY right. I feel much less stress, and Im actually working MORE. amazing how that works. It was a hard transition at first, I was scared and unsure, and I was just sad in ways, but its been so good. Im thankful for the change and eager to see whats next. I need to work on staying motivated for school, I know it will only help me! But I truely love my job, people are always happy to see you and it feels good to help people make positive changes in there lives for themselves. I see them just a couple weeks into it and they allready have a more psotive energy about them. its great.
I miss cali Gael ALOT. Im proud of her though. I know she has been working a lot more too, its funny cause we both kind of went into new jobs and different schedules at about the same time, so I can really relate what she is going through. I love her and I hope she knows that, I HOPE WE can hang out more soon, and be a little more consistant.
so yea, I just wanted to update. I turn 21 in like one month and 15 days.. WEIRD! im GETTING old, but not too old, I have sooooo much ahead of me. Im EXCITED! xo
Like no one else had ever danced before
I can't explain what happened on that floor
But the music played
We held each other close
And we danced
Yeah, we danced