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friends...you want to be my friend.
even though you understand that we can never JUST be friends. you said yourself that its just not in the cards for us to be just friends...and you still ask me to be your friend right now?
yeah. today was nice. just hanging out. but you kept saying things like "well when we're married..." and hug me for so long that i seriously felt like you werent going to let go. i didnt want you to let go.
i told you about my date and you said you hope i have fun. did you ever think that the only reason i told you to begin with was cause i want you tot tell me not to go?
i want you to fight for me! for once i just want you to come after me when i walk away. or stop me from walking away at all. why is that so hard? why do i have to go after you all the time and why do i even need to tell you this? all you need to do is just come after me and all this can be over. it's that easy.
and why do you need to figure out why it is that i love you? i just do! if anything, i feel like you should have to figure out why it is that YOU love ME and not the other way around. cause half the time, i dont knwo that you do. you can say it all you want, but SHOW me. fight for me.
you wanna know how i feel? exactly word for word?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eHhWqWx2kRI&search=one%20tree%20hill
that is how i feel.
i want to still hang out with you. i really do. i love spending time with you. but its just so hard cause no matter what i do i want more. you said today that'd we'd be ok. that we always are...but all i know is that when i drove away today, i knew that if thats the "alright" you were talking about...thats not what i want. and its not what i need.
i'm still holding on to and out for you. tell me if i should just give up. none of this pain is even going to matter in the end if we end up together. but i need to know that you even want that.
you know where i am so why not just come get me?
crushed ]
friends...you want to be my friend.
even though you understand that we can never JUST be friends. you said yourself that its just not in the cards for us to be just friends...and you still ask me to be your friend right now?
yeah. today was nice. just hanging out. but you kept saying things like "well when we're married..." and hug me for so long that i seriously felt like you werent going to let go. i didnt want you to let go.
i told you about my date and you said you hope i have fun. did you ever think that the only reason i told you to begin with was cause i want you tot tell me not to go?
i want you to fight for me! for once i just want you to come after me when i walk away. or stop me from walking away at all. why is that so hard? why do i have to go after you all the time and why do i even need to tell you this? all you need to do is just come after me and all this can be over. it's that easy.
and why do you need to figure out why it is that i love you? i just do! if anything, i feel like you should have to figure out why it is that YOU love ME and not the other way around. cause half the time, i dont knwo that you do. you can say it all you want, but SHOW me. fight for me.
you wanna know how i feel? exactly word for word?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eHhWqWx2kRI&search=one%20tree%20hill
that is how i feel.
i want to still hang out with you. i really do. i love spending time with you. but its just so hard cause no matter what i do i want more. you said today that'd we'd be ok. that we always are...but all i know is that when i drove away today, i knew that if thats the "alright" you were talking about...thats not what i want. and its not what i need.
i'm still holding on to and out for you. tell me if i should just give up. none of this pain is even going to matter in the end if we end up together. but i need to know that you even want that.
you know where i am so why not just come get me?