Trust
[ mood | 
sad ]
its interesting. i never expected that my relationship was gunna be perfect. it wasnt the first time. but i did expect it to be better. stronger. i figured that this time around we could be adults. and talk. say whats on our minds. i guess not. apparently i'm scary. and weak. and my feelings are easily hurt. things that i never thought about myself.
how can a person love you if they dont trust you? if they think you're just gunna leave? if they dont tell you what the want. or the little things because they're afraid you'll get mad like all theier ex's. i thought by now you'd know i was different. after everything we've been through. you can't honestly tell me that you love me. because you cant be afraid of someone you love. you cant just assume that it wont last.
4 years of waiting. i finally get what i want and now all i want to know is what do YOU want. cause sometimes you make me doubt that its me.
just tell me now please.
Are you gunna break my heart?
sad ]
its interesting. i never expected that my relationship was gunna be perfect. it wasnt the first time. but i did expect it to be better. stronger. i figured that this time around we could be adults. and talk. say whats on our minds. i guess not. apparently i'm scary. and weak. and my feelings are easily hurt. things that i never thought about myself.
how can a person love you if they dont trust you? if they think you're just gunna leave? if they dont tell you what the want. or the little things because they're afraid you'll get mad like all theier ex's. i thought by now you'd know i was different. after everything we've been through. you can't honestly tell me that you love me. because you cant be afraid of someone you love. you cant just assume that it wont last.
4 years of waiting. i finally get what i want and now all i want to know is what do YOU want. cause sometimes you make me doubt that its me.
just tell me now please.
Are you gunna break my heart?