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u reeli find out hu ur real friends r, i dnt hav many, da ones i do hav i dnt even noe wat 2 think of them, hw culd ryan and ciara do dat 2 me? wat da fuck did i ever 2 do 2 them, all i thot of her wuz dat she wuz a good friend, and i thot he loved me, i thot me n her wher gonna becom best friends, and i thot me n him wuld b 2getha 4 ages, 9 months down da drain cuz of her, what did i ever do 2 her dat she had 2 make out with my boyfriend, i see her every day and da hate and jelousy and hurts eats away, i never meant ne of dis 2 happen, i never askd 4 it, wat did i do dat wuz so fucking wrong? i wuz alwayz nice 2 her, i gav him my all, i did nethin he wantd i jus loved him, how culd they hav hurt me like dis, oh god i seem so emo, all i fuckin wantd wuz love, and now i h8 her and will never ever ever trust her ever again, and him, i jus dunno u both hav abused me and hurt me so much i wish u both well tho, cuz im nt dat bad a person believe it or not, even tho i guess i must of bin 4 u both 2 do dat 2 me, i hope ur happy 2getha n i hope ur happy wif what uve dun, bye