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i can't tell if you are happy. i hate that everyone's mind is so incredibly complex. i will never know if i'm enough, if i match up to the other girls in this world. i sense dissatisfaction, longing for others. i doubt i can make you forget, i don't want you to forget. i just hate knowing that there are so many others on your mind. maybe that's where the excitement is, in the attempt to please. well, i'm happy but still trying very hard. all i really know is that there is really no one else i am willing to try with. i hope it's the same for you. i can really never know.