May 03, 2006 17:30
I am very lonely. Even around friends I can't help but just retreat into my mind. My mind has been lying to me lately. I don't know what's going on anymore but hey... i guess I never really did. I know how I feel but I can't begin to guess what other's feel about me. I need a sign, a drastic measure, an act of love, I am just needy.
In a couple of weeks I am leaving and apparently you are moving on. I keep quietly freaking out.