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umm.
im stuck between a rock and a hard place.
ive been single for like almost 2 years haha.
on purpose and now ive finally found.
what ive been running from all this time.
its someone i used to talk to
but i totally fucked it up back in the day
and so ya know i come back htinking i got that shit on lock and i totally dont/
i got my heart broken without even dating anyone. hmm.
i just wanna feel whats real.
and he makes me feel real.
he makes me feel period.
he.
all of my friends will make fun of my thoughts as i entertain myself with thoughts of us together.
when i daydream.
my dreams are like "lets fantasize about dating this guy for 5 minutes"
i day dream about this one all day long/
and its not a daydream about a date.
its a daydream about a life.
im fucking crazy.
but i need a drastic change.and i think this cold be so good for me.
but yeah.
with moving out and starting school again and working nonstop i dunno if i would have time.
i just think.
.................
oh yeah and FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK you stupid highlands sluts
go get the clap AGAIN you filthy whore.
im hostil sometimes.
im stuck between a rock and a hard place.
ive been single for like almost 2 years haha.
on purpose and now ive finally found.
what ive been running from all this time.
its someone i used to talk to
but i totally fucked it up back in the day
and so ya know i come back htinking i got that shit on lock and i totally dont/
i got my heart broken without even dating anyone. hmm.
i just wanna feel whats real.
and he makes me feel real.
he makes me feel period.
he.
all of my friends will make fun of my thoughts as i entertain myself with thoughts of us together.
when i daydream.
my dreams are like "lets fantasize about dating this guy for 5 minutes"
i day dream about this one all day long/
and its not a daydream about a date.
its a daydream about a life.
im fucking crazy.
but i need a drastic change.and i think this cold be so good for me.
but yeah.
with moving out and starting school again and working nonstop i dunno if i would have time.
i just think.
.................
oh yeah and FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK you stupid highlands sluts
go get the clap AGAIN you filthy whore.
im hostil sometimes.