Jan 09, 2007 13:37
ive become an alcoholic
and apparently i really am TOO crazy.
and the boy that i love.
hates me for it.
i really just cant do anything right.
ughhhh
im still smiling though.
"I admire addicts.
In a world where everybody is waiting for some blind,
random disaster, or some sudden disease,
the addict has the comfort of knowing what will most likely wait for him down the road.
He's taken some control over his ultimate fate,
and his addiction keeps the cause of death from being a total surprise.”
-Palahniuk