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[kissme_ufool]

when you drop an addiction.
your supposed to fill the void with something.
a new hobbie.
food.
a boyfriend.
new friends.
whatever.

but like always i skipped step 2.

so many people are just gone.
sometimes i wish i could just quit my job sell drugs and advance my social life.
and then i remind myself not to stoop to that level.

i now live for me.
and no one else.
im going to work my ass off.
make legit money.
and stay clean.

and pray that someone notices.