Nov 12, 2006 16:10
so ive come to this conclusion.
lifes like this.
as soon as you find something that makes you happy and life seems a little perfect.
it gets pulled away and then everything that could ever possibly go wrong goes wrong..
cell phone breaks.
car breaks.
friends leave you
mom hates you
family for that matter.
boy leaves.
girl leaves.
friends/family die.
everything
but then after a while of making you want to kill youself.
something new pops up.
and temporarily confuses your mind into thinking that everything is about to fix.
cause you have something new in your life.
and then they fuck your friends hahahah
and then the cycle repeats and repeats and repeats.
if someone went out to the middle of nowhere to see their significant other.
but returned that night instead of staying with them
doesnt that mean that they are more into you if they blew up your phone all night why they were AT HOME. on a saturday instead of being with their love.
i think so.
grr work.
grr guys.
grr friends.
grr 15 year old bitches
grr cell phones
and mother fucking GRR working fulltime and still being broke 2 days after payday.
wtf is really going on.
i need a new job this is rediculous.
im so different.
from the last post.
my personality has even morphed and i always said that would never happen.
and no fuckers im not clucked out.
im acting weird because for the first time in like 4 years im sober.
fuck you very much.
chiodos<3
nathans show is on tuesday
i expect to see everyone i have ever loved.