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i had a sick, sad, sober realization of my life today.
so many things are different.
so many people are different
so many new people
so many gone.
im offically not good at lying anymore so my family know whats up.
i need to go back to school.
if i could just go back and apply myself for this year could get it out of the way.
but no. the only thing i can think of is fucking partying.
when did partying become my frist priority.
idunno. but it plays as a good distraction from the rest of life.
like my mom.
having a historectimy (sp?)
seeing her in the hospital like that.
made me feel like the worst daughter in the entire world.
ireally hope my work got flodded.
thatttt my friend.
would be looove.
erics comming up here tonight
ad i weary about it because i met him once.
and tlaked to him on aim for a week and hes like I LIKE YOU!
and im like heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhehehe.
butt hes comming up here tonight.
to stay at jon and martys.
and he thinks hes sleeping in my bed. hhaaha
why do i get myself in these perdicaments where ive got two potentials in one house.
like wtf mate.
im out to get myself basically.
well whisky dance party tonight.
rain or shine.
evyerone is telling me what i eed to is to meet smoeone and settle down.
has that ever been my scene?
no.
but maybe i should try it out.
i have just about reached my goal of staying single for a year.
nahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ughhh i forgot to go to the mall AGAIN!!!
i saw jeny meet lucy.
and it was RETARDED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
damnit.
ohh jahh my phones back on.
so many things are different.
so many people are different
so many new people
so many gone.
im offically not good at lying anymore so my family know whats up.
i need to go back to school.
if i could just go back and apply myself for this year could get it out of the way.
but no. the only thing i can think of is fucking partying.
when did partying become my frist priority.
idunno. but it plays as a good distraction from the rest of life.
like my mom.
having a historectimy (sp?)
seeing her in the hospital like that.
made me feel like the worst daughter in the entire world.
ireally hope my work got flodded.
thatttt my friend.
would be looove.
erics comming up here tonight
ad i weary about it because i met him once.
and tlaked to him on aim for a week and hes like I LIKE YOU!
and im like heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhehehe.
butt hes comming up here tonight.
to stay at jon and martys.
and he thinks hes sleeping in my bed. hhaaha
why do i get myself in these perdicaments where ive got two potentials in one house.
like wtf mate.
im out to get myself basically.
well whisky dance party tonight.
rain or shine.
evyerone is telling me what i eed to is to meet smoeone and settle down.
has that ever been my scene?
no.
but maybe i should try it out.
i have just about reached my goal of staying single for a year.
nahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ughhh i forgot to go to the mall AGAIN!!!
i saw jeny meet lucy.
and it was RETARDED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
damnit.
ohh jahh my phones back on.