Sep 11, 2006 04:14
im so sick and tired of people constantly bitching.
lying ass two faced bitchin ass muh fuhhhh. hahaha
really tho.
i hate it.
i can only IMAGINE the rumors about me at jeff high now.
i dont ive a fuck cause i think your all posers anyways haha.
my life has this potentail to be perfect.
actually im just really confused on where i stand
and who i stand with.
i lost alot of weight again.
but this time it sucks because.
i lost my tits.
basically.
i havent seen my best friend in two weeks.
while shes gone my other friendships with other people expand
and now she doesnt want to be around those people.
hmm what to do.
idunno mayne.
i love my life.
money hoes cars and clothes. haha chyeah right
im broke as fuck.
but thats just cause im dumb and have a habit.
like always.
dont hate.
so theres this boy.
and he gives me butterflies.
but at the same time.
my common sense kicks in and says "wtf are you thinking"
and honestly i dont know/care.
because hes there.
im so sick.
phhysically and mentally.
ireally dont want to go back to school
i want to slang and bang
not do homework.
but i really neeeeeeeed to go back.
if i got my GED id feel like i failed myself.
i dunno.
i need money.
i need to turn my damn phone back on.
so yeah.
between the early morning benges
mexican beds
dope boy freshs'
and tumbleweed being a bitch.
idunno where i stand.
grrrr arrrr rarrr.
whats sleep??