gahhhhh
everything is cluster fuck.
EVERYTHING!.
everything aspect of my life right now = shit.
school.
parents.
living accomidations.
friends.
boys.
annoying boys.
rumors galor.
i basically hate alot of people right now.
the only love i have right now is going to school
because i have no choice but to be locked in that building for 8 hours.
and it gives me a whole new set of problems to deal with.
i just wish i had it easier.
ive realized that since i stopped doing drugs.
things are so much harder to cope with.
i mean yeah everyone knows i smoke and drink.
but the harder shit really did take the edge off hard times.
but i guess thats a retarded way to think
i work at tumbleweed now.
and i absolutly love it when people i dont like come in.
it makes it fun.
not to mention the people i work there with are.. to say the least interesting.
haha oh god.
the more i mess up i guess its not so much my life completly sucks.
its more like the more my family hates me haha.
i mean i basically live with brandi.
and i have a apartment.
things are soo cluster fuck right now.
another thing that really sucks is that im back in school now.
school makes me want a boyfriend.
but that is such a bad idea.
plus there are like 3 hott guys in jeff high. its le gay.
the good news is my aunt is loaning me the money to get my car tagged and title and blah.
so yeah. ill have my car soon.
but my mom wont cause i fucked hers up hahah.
wow im horrible
brandi looks funny right now.
and she has a penis.
wow i complain alot on here.
oh well thats what its for.
i need new people.
life needs to be interesting.
"run away to cali.
live in a hippie bus
on a nude beach
sell grilled cheese until
we can open our record shop.
its love..
make it hurt."
EVERYTHING!.
everything aspect of my life right now = shit.
school.
parents.
living accomidations.
friends.
boys.
annoying boys.
rumors galor.
i basically hate alot of people right now.
the only love i have right now is going to school
because i have no choice but to be locked in that building for 8 hours.
and it gives me a whole new set of problems to deal with.
i just wish i had it easier.
ive realized that since i stopped doing drugs.
things are so much harder to cope with.
i mean yeah everyone knows i smoke and drink.
but the harder shit really did take the edge off hard times.
but i guess thats a retarded way to think
i work at tumbleweed now.
and i absolutly love it when people i dont like come in.
it makes it fun.
not to mention the people i work there with are.. to say the least interesting.
haha oh god.
the more i mess up i guess its not so much my life completly sucks.
its more like the more my family hates me haha.
i mean i basically live with brandi.
and i have a apartment.
things are soo cluster fuck right now.
another thing that really sucks is that im back in school now.
school makes me want a boyfriend.
but that is such a bad idea.
plus there are like 3 hott guys in jeff high. its le gay.
the good news is my aunt is loaning me the money to get my car tagged and title and blah.
so yeah. ill have my car soon.
but my mom wont cause i fucked hers up hahah.
wow im horrible
brandi looks funny right now.
and she has a penis.
wow i complain alot on here.
oh well thats what its for.
i need new people.
life needs to be interesting.
"run away to cali.
live in a hippie bus
on a nude beach
sell grilled cheese until
we can open our record shop.
its love..
make it hurt."