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when the close up hits.
and you know its all on you.
when you look down to the ground to see remains of the last four hours that looks like 17.
when the baby in the room is the skrilllla.
standing in a tornado almost.
if you can just be completly still you can see this.
life plumiting towrads the shitter minute by minute,
but right before you hit. there comes another high.
another beer, another pill, and boy, another grrl, another show.
and it starts all over again.
how we stay alive and intact in a really good question.
but all i know is that. strarring into this chaos im not satisfied.
things are about to change hardcore for me
getting a crib a job and a new car. im excited but i know that so many things have to change because this isnt me
not completly
im so used to having so much more around me
i backed out of all of it for some reason and now i cant stand it
im starving for my own space.
buts its all comming soon. its about to be perfecto.
so warped tour pissed me off.
alot of the bands i wanted to see didnt show up and shitt.
and there wanst that many people there this year it blowed.
emanuel and every time i die. were badass tho.
ETID is fucking love.
last night we wwent to headliners and i met this guy named Sean. he looks like joey devore from the back. everytime i looked at him i was like wtf mate? it was pretty cool.
i got a job at my moms work. bitchin.
and some guy she works with asked me on a date the other night. haha
chillen at marty and johns is cool. cause i get to party but their next door neighbors are people i grew up with from SC. so its pretty baddasss..
iii nneeeeddd soommettthing neewww.
and kylie sample
/
geoff hoffman.
ilybrandiheppp....!
and you know its all on you.
when you look down to the ground to see remains of the last four hours that looks like 17.
when the baby in the room is the skrilllla.
standing in a tornado almost.
if you can just be completly still you can see this.
life plumiting towrads the shitter minute by minute,
but right before you hit. there comes another high.
another beer, another pill, and boy, another grrl, another show.
and it starts all over again.
how we stay alive and intact in a really good question.
but all i know is that. strarring into this chaos im not satisfied.
things are about to change hardcore for me
getting a crib a job and a new car. im excited but i know that so many things have to change because this isnt me
not completly
im so used to having so much more around me
i backed out of all of it for some reason and now i cant stand it
im starving for my own space.
buts its all comming soon. its about to be perfecto.
so warped tour pissed me off.
alot of the bands i wanted to see didnt show up and shitt.
and there wanst that many people there this year it blowed.
emanuel and every time i die. were badass tho.
ETID is fucking love.
last night we wwent to headliners and i met this guy named Sean. he looks like joey devore from the back. everytime i looked at him i was like wtf mate? it was pretty cool.
i got a job at my moms work. bitchin.
and some guy she works with asked me on a date the other night. haha
chillen at marty and johns is cool. cause i get to party but their next door neighbors are people i grew up with from SC. so its pretty baddasss..
iii nneeeeddd soommettthing neewww.
and kylie sample
/
geoff hoffman.
ilybrandiheppp....!