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Saturday ::: Me and Nikki and Tyler went to Jordan Creek...that was fun! Brady and Topher picked us up and from there we went to watch them play hockey. After the hockey game, we were sittin around with Brady and Josh and Josh told me that Travis was in town! I was like WOOT WOOT! lol I had my first real kiss from him...and I never have completely gotten over him. It really sucks that he lives in Sioux City. Well anyway, me, Nikki, Brady, Toph, and Cody went over to Brady's house for awhile...that was REALLY boring! So when Josh and Travis got there we went to the park. We were there like ALL night! Fun stuff! Me and Travis went for a walk, and it was really cool, bc we just talked. Like we talked about his girlfriend...and how they're about to break up or whatever because they fight NON STOP...and how he misses me...and just that kind of stuff. It was nice. But yeah, he wanted to race lol so i was like ok whatever, and he was like "but if i beat you, then you have to give me a kiss" and surprisingly, i was like "No, I'm not doing that...you have a girlfriend - that wouldn't be right!" and later on he thanked me for not kissing him lol ... IT SO WASN'T EASY TO TURN HIM DOWN!! OMG HE'S SO FLIPPIN HOT!! lol But yeah, it was cute bc we were laying on the basketball court and i was looking at the stars, and I looked at him and he was like staring at me, and he was like "Damn it, I can't look at you!" lol But at Brady's house, we started talking about last summer, and things that happened...*MAJOR FLASHBACKS!* lol And he ended up kissing me...and I sorta kissed him back :-\ Only for a second tho bc the only thought going through my head was "He has a girlfriend....he has a girlfriend..." lol I mean yeah I really really (etc.) like him, but I can't do that - it's not right. So yeah...I was supposed to go to the fair with him yesterday, but I couldn't find a ride - and by the time that I found one, he had already left to go home! I was so sad! This was the second time that I didn't get to say good-bye to him! But yeah, we were texting all day yesterday, and he called me twice last night because he couldn't sleep. I felt special! lol :) He said that he's going to come down again after school starts the first time he has a 3-day weekend or whatever. :) I can't wait! Hopefully next time he won't have a girlfriend! ;) lol I'm bad! lol Then next summer, he's evidently staying here for a month! uh-oh! lol that's dangerous! I feel so comfortable around him, and that's bad! lol I guess I'll have to learn to control myself! lol oh boy. Anywayz, he said he'll call me today
Yeah - me and Zack got in a fight yesterday...the first one! But yeah it's pretty gay. I was all weirded out about Travis kissing me, and I didn't know who else to talk to bc Nikki was there when it happened, so I told Zack...I mean yeah, I probably shouldn't have said that he kissed me, but ugh - idk. Then he tried to say that Travis only wants me for one thing...and while I USED to think that was true, I really don't anymore...he's changed a lot. Like, last year, me and Travis would talk, and he'd talk about sex...or getting in my pants...or doing other shit like that..., but he's not all about that anymore...i mean yeah we talked about that stuff, but he just asked how i pictured my 1st time, and how long i want to keep my virginity, and that stuff, and he respects that now. I trust him...as scary as that sounds...lol But anyway, idk this fight with zack is gay ...
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Saturday ::: Me and Nikki and Tyler went to Jordan Creek...that was fun! Brady and Topher picked us up and from there we went to watch them play hockey. After the hockey game, we were sittin around with Brady and Josh and Josh told me that Travis was in town! I was like WOOT WOOT! lol I had my first real kiss from him...and I never have completely gotten over him. It really sucks that he lives in Sioux City. Well anyway, me, Nikki, Brady, Toph, and Cody went over to Brady's house for awhile...that was REALLY boring! So when Josh and Travis got there we went to the park. We were there like ALL night! Fun stuff! Me and Travis went for a walk, and it was really cool, bc we just talked. Like we talked about his girlfriend...and how they're about to break up or whatever because they fight NON STOP...and how he misses me...and just that kind of stuff. It was nice. But yeah, he wanted to race lol so i was like ok whatever, and he was like "but if i beat you, then you have to give me a kiss" and surprisingly, i was like "No, I'm not doing that...you have a girlfriend - that wouldn't be right!" and later on he thanked me for not kissing him lol ... IT SO WASN'T EASY TO TURN HIM DOWN!! OMG HE'S SO FLIPPIN HOT!! lol But yeah, it was cute bc we were laying on the basketball court and i was looking at the stars, and I looked at him and he was like staring at me, and he was like "Damn it, I can't look at you!" lol But at Brady's house, we started talking about last summer, and things that happened...*MAJOR FLASHBACKS!* lol And he ended up kissing me...and I sorta kissed him back :-\ Only for a second tho bc the only thought going through my head was "He has a girlfriend....he has a girlfriend..." lol I mean yeah I really really (etc.) like him, but I can't do that - it's not right. So yeah...I was supposed to go to the fair with him yesterday, but I couldn't find a ride - and by the time that I found one, he had already left to go home! I was so sad! This was the second time that I didn't get to say good-bye to him! But yeah, we were texting all day yesterday, and he called me twice last night because he couldn't sleep. I felt special! lol :) He said that he's going to come down again after school starts the first time he has a 3-day weekend or whatever. :) I can't wait! Hopefully next time he won't have a girlfriend! ;) lol I'm bad! lol Then next summer, he's evidently staying here for a month! uh-oh! lol that's dangerous! I feel so comfortable around him, and that's bad! lol I guess I'll have to learn to control myself! lol oh boy. Anywayz, he said he'll call me today
Yeah - me and Zack got in a fight yesterday...the first one! But yeah it's pretty gay. I was all weirded out about Travis kissing me, and I didn't know who else to talk to bc Nikki was there when it happened, so I told Zack...I mean yeah, I probably shouldn't have said that he kissed me, but ugh - idk. Then he tried to say that Travis only wants me for one thing...and while I USED to think that was true, I really don't anymore...he's changed a lot. Like, last year, me and Travis would talk, and he'd talk about sex...or getting in my pants...or doing other shit like that..., but he's not all about that anymore...i mean yeah we talked about that stuff, but he just asked how i pictured my 1st time, and how long i want to keep my virginity, and that stuff, and he respects that now. I trust him...as scary as that sounds...lol But anyway, idk this fight with zack is gay ...
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Chels