floridian weather is weird
and my face is dry and i am hungry as fuckkkkk but once me mum comes home i'm going to do some hardcore shopping. this vegetarian thing is kind of starving me. it's not like we don't have a lot of vegetarian food in the house, it's just that you get so sick of it so quickly since there are limited options that your body would kind of rather just not eat then have frozen mozzarella sticks again.
i am really trying to learn to cook.
so i went job hunting today on handy dandy craigslist and i have one job interview set up for some seafood place in ovideo. ballin. i need money so bad and i don't want claire to give me a cigarette burn like i made her promise to do if i didn't get a job soon.
though i also think cigarette burns are kind of cool looking, so maybe i'll have her do it anyway.
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so i have a boyfriend and he's REALLY REALLY cool and also lives REALLY REALLY far away (ok tampa's only like an hour .5 but still) and i'm going to gainesville and then ocala this weekend to meet his parents which is REALLY REALLY weird but i think it will be fun. his mum is even taking my vegetarianism into consideration for easter dinner. omg.
it's kind of scary but i am not one ot be easily scared off. usually. in this case definitely not.
school's ok, albeit still kicking my ass. i should hear back from uf in a week, i still have absolutely no idea where i want to go more, fsu or uf.
see with uf you've got- better classes; a nice halfway point in between orlando, tampa, and tally; a better study abroad program; mega-cool people.
but you also have- really bad reviews of the school from a couple friends, shitty administration, katie et al. won't be there, their requirement that you absolutely have to graduate in two years, the difficulty of double majoring.
and fsu you've got- CHORAL PROGRAM, can easily double major, can take my time and don't have to rush to graduate, katie's there along with other awesome people.
but then it also has- shitty study abroad program (or at least mega-expensive), not so good classes (especially now with the recession), far fucking away from everything.
i wonder if there's some type of therapy i could go through to make me a more decisive person.
so yes. i'm really fucking hungry. i have a huge alligator tooth and ancient sea cow rib along with red peeling skin from the geology canoeing trip, and i have so much homework i am just kind of not thinking about it.
i also need a math tutor. it's not that i am bad at math, i can do really well in it if i have a good teacher. but lately my teacher has had some bad problems with her knees because she used to be a dancer, and so she's has subs come in a few times and i just am not grasping the material with their teaching style. and it's not just that i want to get an a in the class (which i really really do, this new obsession to make straight a's has me in its grasp and is exhausting the fuck out of me), but i need to know this shit and remember it for the gre. i can't pay you money if you tutor me but i will bake you some fucking awesome brownies and you get to look at my pretty face for a couple hours. can't say no to that, right? anyone interested? eh? eh??
i am really trying to learn to cook.
so i went job hunting today on handy dandy craigslist and i have one job interview set up for some seafood place in ovideo. ballin. i need money so bad and i don't want claire to give me a cigarette burn like i made her promise to do if i didn't get a job soon.
though i also think cigarette burns are kind of cool looking, so maybe i'll have her do it anyway.
...
so i have a boyfriend and he's REALLY REALLY cool and also lives REALLY REALLY far away (ok tampa's only like an hour .5 but still) and i'm going to gainesville and then ocala this weekend to meet his parents which is REALLY REALLY weird but i think it will be fun. his mum is even taking my vegetarianism into consideration for easter dinner. omg.
it's kind of scary but i am not one ot be easily scared off. usually. in this case definitely not.
school's ok, albeit still kicking my ass. i should hear back from uf in a week, i still have absolutely no idea where i want to go more, fsu or uf.
see with uf you've got- better classes; a nice halfway point in between orlando, tampa, and tally; a better study abroad program; mega-cool people.
but you also have- really bad reviews of the school from a couple friends, shitty administration, katie et al. won't be there, their requirement that you absolutely have to graduate in two years, the difficulty of double majoring.
and fsu you've got- CHORAL PROGRAM, can easily double major, can take my time and don't have to rush to graduate, katie's there along with other awesome people.
but then it also has- shitty study abroad program (or at least mega-expensive), not so good classes (especially now with the recession), far fucking away from everything.
i wonder if there's some type of therapy i could go through to make me a more decisive person.
so yes. i'm really fucking hungry. i have a huge alligator tooth and ancient sea cow rib along with red peeling skin from the geology canoeing trip, and i have so much homework i am just kind of not thinking about it.
i also need a math tutor. it's not that i am bad at math, i can do really well in it if i have a good teacher. but lately my teacher has had some bad problems with her knees because she used to be a dancer, and so she's has subs come in a few times and i just am not grasping the material with their teaching style. and it's not just that i want to get an a in the class (which i really really do, this new obsession to make straight a's has me in its grasp and is exhausting the fuck out of me), but i need to know this shit and remember it for the gre. i can't pay you money if you tutor me but i will bake you some fucking awesome brownies and you get to look at my pretty face for a couple hours. can't say no to that, right? anyone interested? eh? eh??