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i am starting to get a little overwhelmed with a lot of my studies. i still really love all of my classes and it's not that i can't do it, it's just that stepping up is hard for me. i usually do the bare minimum and i simply can't this semester. it's going to be a very good test of my endurance.
i'm doing raw foods again, only a little less extreme this time around since i'm too busy to do it 100%. like when i'm at an italian restaurant which owns my soul with very little cooked vegetables let alone raw ones. and as i have discovered, raw peas pulled from the back of the cooler are not very tasty.
so.
there you are.
this weekend i am: getting my nose pierced (fourth time's the charm, hah) with marya, partying with evan and jiger & co., starting to study for my geology exam which is next thursday and is going to be reeeaaally fucking hard, getting some math tutoring, cutting my hair, reading three chapters in international relations and half of the canterbury tales in old english along with the next seven chapters of do androids dream of electric sheep, answering several online discussions for dadoes, writing an essay for inr, doing several math homework assignments, reading a couple chapters of geology annnnnd trying to get my ass to youth group sunday night in order to help plan my last orlando con everr (sooo weird).
i'm kind of glad i'm not going camping. i mean i really wanted to go and the situation in which stopped me from being able to sucks, a lot, but i have so much shit to do this weekend i would have gotten wayyy behind.
i wish, in some ways, that i was a more forward and decisive person. maybe that way i would stop hurting people.
i really hate that.
i'm doing raw foods again, only a little less extreme this time around since i'm too busy to do it 100%. like when i'm at an italian restaurant which owns my soul with very little cooked vegetables let alone raw ones. and as i have discovered, raw peas pulled from the back of the cooler are not very tasty.
so.
there you are.
this weekend i am: getting my nose pierced (fourth time's the charm, hah) with marya, partying with evan and jiger & co., starting to study for my geology exam which is next thursday and is going to be reeeaaally fucking hard, getting some math tutoring, cutting my hair, reading three chapters in international relations and half of the canterbury tales in old english along with the next seven chapters of do androids dream of electric sheep, answering several online discussions for dadoes, writing an essay for inr, doing several math homework assignments, reading a couple chapters of geology annnnnd trying to get my ass to youth group sunday night in order to help plan my last orlando con everr (sooo weird).
i'm kind of glad i'm not going camping. i mean i really wanted to go and the situation in which stopped me from being able to sucks, a lot, but i have so much shit to do this weekend i would have gotten wayyy behind.
i wish, in some ways, that i was a more forward and decisive person. maybe that way i would stop hurting people.
i really hate that.