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..and i'd like to tell everyone about how wonderful the musical was but my focus is now somewhere else..
*for the first time in my life...i'm flying solo, without my gardian angel* for the first time in my life I'm not going to pull into towning knowing she'll be there greeting me at the door "welcome home jessie O", for the first time nothing feels right, nothing tastes good....my thoughts are scattered and i'm just not willing to live..I'll be without my wings for the next few days, i'm letting her use them--she needs the strength to hold her up
.We go through the worst of times and the best and I can label this my complete and utter worse, my grandma, my right side, basically been my best friend since i can remember, had a heart attack and was rushed to the hospital...
Immidiate reaction was to run in my room and start throwing my suitcase together, i gotta get out of here, dropping school.volleyball. everything to get back home to see her..and now comes the time in my life where i'll make the ultimate desicision....do i continue living here with my mom and dad, and watch my little sister grow up? or do i go home, i've always wanted to and not had a good enough reason to.....and she's now my first priority, i've always been hers....am i willing to sacrifce the good life i've recently established here in clarkston?
-->i'm so scared, for the first time....i don't know how to react, all i can do is let these tears fall from my face while i press this necklace up against my heart, it used to be hers....she wanted me to have it<--
whither your catholic, lutheran, prodistan, methodist, whither you're active in any church organization.....please pray for her, for the sake of my heart not breaking......
Be Back to School maybe wendsday or thursday
*for the first time in my life...i'm flying solo, without my gardian angel* for the first time in my life I'm not going to pull into towning knowing she'll be there greeting me at the door "welcome home jessie O", for the first time nothing feels right, nothing tastes good....my thoughts are scattered and i'm just not willing to live..I'll be without my wings for the next few days, i'm letting her use them--she needs the strength to hold her up
.We go through the worst of times and the best and I can label this my complete and utter worse, my grandma, my right side, basically been my best friend since i can remember, had a heart attack and was rushed to the hospital...
Immidiate reaction was to run in my room and start throwing my suitcase together, i gotta get out of here, dropping school.volleyball. everything to get back home to see her..and now comes the time in my life where i'll make the ultimate desicision....do i continue living here with my mom and dad, and watch my little sister grow up? or do i go home, i've always wanted to and not had a good enough reason to.....and she's now my first priority, i've always been hers....am i willing to sacrifce the good life i've recently established here in clarkston?
-->i'm so scared, for the first time....i don't know how to react, all i can do is let these tears fall from my face while i press this necklace up against my heart, it used to be hers....she wanted me to have it<--
whither your catholic, lutheran, prodistan, methodist, whither you're active in any church organization.....please pray for her, for the sake of my heart not breaking......
Be Back to School maybe wendsday or thursday