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[kissme425]

Yesterday was a really sad day for me...I had to go visit my grandmother who is dying. We walked in, and she started crying and apologizing for us having to see her like this. I sat down and held her hand while she told me how she didnt deserve this pain, and it just made me feel so bad seeing someone i love so much suffer. I couldnt handle it so i just sat in the hallway. She is goin into a nursing home on Tuesday. I guess thats good. she will have 24 hour care.

I want to move away from here, start anew, because my life is just so boring