I'm just as perfect as I'll ever be... love me for me

[kissme1mshort]

so later on last night my mom found something of mine, made me feel like shit saying " why am i such a bad parent" told me that i must be doing something to keep my friends hangin around me, and she asked me if i was giving them anything or promising them something, i mean omg can't i just have ppl who like me for me.. i guessi n her eyes no. so anyways in the morning i woke up, parents forced me 2 go to community service, where this really old guy.. made me feel extremely confortable... i dont want to go into detail... so then i finished up some hours there... which ugh its so hot there. And finally im back here, just took a long shower.. and i have to go babysit in about an hour an a half for a 2 year old.. im kinda nervous.. but It will be okay.. I really wanna do something on sunday with one of my friends. I just feel so happy when im aruond my friends, i know im a dork. Well anyways.. I just wanted to also saysorry to some of my friends for not exactly being me lately.. i dunno whats up.. I'm sorry.. I'm working on it..

anyways..
peace out