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So yeah, Im crying right now. Im crying because I am a horrible person. I am a fucking bitch. I am a horrible gf.
Let me explain. Lately I have been getting mad at mike and other people. Mostly mike. I get mad at him over stupid little things. I make stupid and little things into bigger things. Im such a fucking drama queen.
Im becoming obsessive and weird with everything. Sounds bother me. My biggest fear right now is that I will lose the best thing I have, mike. The last thing I want to do is lose him. He is pretty much the only person who makes me happy. He can calm me down when I am upset. And he can make me laugh when I am upset. And I know that there might be a day when we split up and go our own ways, but I don't want it to be because I drove him away with my bitchiness. so That is why I am crying right now. Because I am scared that I have lost the best thing I have...
Let me explain. Lately I have been getting mad at mike and other people. Mostly mike. I get mad at him over stupid little things. I make stupid and little things into bigger things. Im such a fucking drama queen.
Im becoming obsessive and weird with everything. Sounds bother me. My biggest fear right now is that I will lose the best thing I have, mike. The last thing I want to do is lose him. He is pretty much the only person who makes me happy. He can calm me down when I am upset. And he can make me laugh when I am upset. And I know that there might be a day when we split up and go our own ways, but I don't want it to be because I drove him away with my bitchiness. so That is why I am crying right now. Because I am scared that I have lost the best thing I have...